[satyriasis]'s diary

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Written about Wednesday 2005-11-30
Written: (4341 days ago)

my god i haven't been on here for ages! apparantly my note of explanation didnt actually work (which doesn't suprise me) but my computer seems to be working fine now so...

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Written about Monday 2005-09-19
Written: (4413 days ago)

well, i thought it time to have a proper redecorate...i'll get my house finished asap. :)

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Written about Saturday 2005-06-18
Written: (4506 days ago)

today i was given two cookies...

one from [nehirwen]-she gave me a chocolate cookie (not double choc)-and another from [basil the fish_sntp].

isn't that exciting?!

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Written about Wednesday 2005-06-01
Written: (4523 days ago)

well, i am afraid i will not be on elftown or the internet for quite a while if everything goes to my parents plans :(. ask [Nymphette] if you really want further details but basically its to do with a picture i had displayed, they didn't appreciate it strangely...tehe.

anyhow...because i love you all so much here is a wiki i have made about my darling brother:

we love the moth
tehehe, i'm so cruel.

please add yourself to the members page! tehe, its not finished but it'll have to do for the time being.
<img:http://elftown.lysator.liu.se/img/drawing/125193_1117636320.jpg>

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Written about Friday 2005-05-27
Written: (4528 days ago)
Next in thread: 585262

Today turned out much better than expected. School was just an average day, nothing special but then Katherine came around with a rose and a card to cheer me up, she's such a darling. I love her to pieces, she's always there she really is. I'm a very lucky guy really. God knows what i did to deserve her but i am eternally greatful...tehe.

well, im off to go find a vase-i think it will end up being a make-shift something like a wine bottle-but ah well. It's such a beautiful rose; mind you, it was from such a beautiful person...

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Written about Friday 2005-05-27
Written: (4528 days ago)

tehe, well, today i was selected by [Eckohawk] for her gothic/punk hotties! how fun...

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Written about Saturday 2005-05-14
Written: (4541 days ago)

vote for nymphette at:
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Written about Saturday 2005-05-14
Written: (4541 days ago)

vote for nymphette at:
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Written about Sunday 2005-02-27
Written: (4618 days ago)

sorry, that sounded a bit gay, but he deserved something. there is already a tribute to him as a wiki however...

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Written about Sunday 2005-02-27
Written: (4618 days ago)

though many of you dont know newblood he was a great friend to me,

i found out today that he has died because of a cruelly delivered beating

i dont really know what to say, its all a shock at the moment, but it will sink in soon i expect.

my thoughts and prayers are with all the people who he had graced and also with his beautiful daughter, whom he was never allowed to be a father to....

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Written about Wednesday 2005-02-16
Written: (4628 days ago)

grr...

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Written about Saturday 2005-01-08
Written: (4667 days ago)

well...katherine's party was fun.....

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Written about Friday 2004-12-31
Written: (4675 days ago)

oh fuck. im such an idiot. why od i have to be paranoid!?!?! again listening to Cradle of Filth in a desperate attempt to raise my spirits. evrythings fucked up because of me yet again. :(

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Written about Friday 2004-12-31
Written: (4676 days ago)

i hate myself...

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Written about Friday 2004-12-31
Written: (4676 days ago)

AAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Written about Tuesday 2004-12-28
Written: (4678 days ago)

what a stupid twat i am...i deleted my profile in a state of melancholia and gloominess and now i have to remake the whole thing...grrrr.. :(

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Written about Tuesday 2004-12-28
Written: (4679 days ago)

:( six feet deep is the incision, in my heart that barless prison, discolours all with tunnel vision, sunsetter... nymphetamine............

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Written about Tuesday 2004-12-28
Written: (4679 days ago)

i hate myself and everything pertaining to myself...im feeling so shit at the moment and i dont really know why; noone ever is completely satisfied with themselves i guess but i truly loathe myself at the moment. i think its all the time without katherine reasuring me and instead having too much family around picking at every fucking bone they can find. its hardly my fault im not the perfect grandchild, cousin, son or whatever else. they're taking the insults bassed around my dress sense even further now, a nice new nickname...
i so nearly cut myself again today :( i woke up about eight and just laid in bed till twelve debating it and thinking. i didnt in the end though...
im listening to cradle of filth at the moment, (nymphetamine) its the best album i own-and i have a hell of a lot to choose from-it cheers me up immensley, i can really conect to and understand the lyrics i love cradle of filth...amazing band, just wish their tabs werent so complicated then maybe i could play them-mind you i am hopelessly shit at the guitar as well as everything else.........
and to add to everything im a complete burden on katherine, an impossibly heavy one she shouldnt have to put up with.

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Written about Sunday 2004-12-26
Written: (4680 days ago)

fuck...i just lost my nicest earing! my grandad came up, took the piss and ruffled my hair and it fell out and i cant find it.... :(

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Written about Sunday 2004-12-26
Written: (4680 days ago)

god i havent written for ages.....iv been distracted of late for many reasons, none of which are simple enough to write about now (one is in nymphettes diary though) this is my last day of being banned from seeing katherine. i cant wait to see her again. had a pretty good christmas, got pretty much what i asked for...

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Written about Tuesday 2004-12-14
Written: (4692 days ago)

I LOVE KATHERINE

 The logged in version 

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