[Virtue_x]'s diary

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Written about Tuesday 2006-07-11
Written: (4574 days ago)
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Hollywood Undead - My Black Dahlia


I loved you, you made me, hate me. You gave me, hate, see?. It saved me and these tears are deadly.
You feel that? I rip back, everytime you tried to steal that.You feel bad? you feel sad?
Im sorry,
hell no fuck that! It was my heart, it was my life, it was my start, it was your knife.
This strife
it dies, this life and these lies.
And these lungs have sung this song for too long, and its true I
hurt too, remember I loved you!
(Chorus)
I've , Lost it all, fell today,It's all the same
I'm sorry oh
I'm sorry no
I've , been abused, I feel so used, because of you
I'm sorry oh
I'm sorry no
I wish I could I could have quit you. I wish I never missed you, And told you that I loved you, every
time I Fucked you.
The future that we both drew, and all the shit we've been through. Obssed with the
thought of you, the pain just grew and grew! How could you do this to me? Look at what I made for you,
it never was enough and the world is what I gave to you. I used to be love struck, now I'm just fucked
up. Pull up my sleeves and see the pattern of my cuts!
(Chorus)
Seems like all we had is over now you left to rest.
And your tears are dried up now, you just lay without a sound.
Seems like all we had is over now, you left to rest.
And my fears are over now, I can leave with my head down.
(Chorus)
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Written about Friday 2006-06-23
Written: (4592 days ago)

Jack Off Jill:

Take a souvenir and stop your staring
Just cause I'm screaming
Don't mean I'm sharing
Can't keep my mouth shut
if you keep that dress on
You can't negotiate
Not with me this time

you go so low
your faggot rainbow
your Nazi Halo

won't save you this time

Bring your IQ and try to understand
Just cause I'm listening
Don't mean we're still friends

Can't fix my problem
You crossed a thin line
You can't just work it out
not with me this time

you go so low
your faggot rainbow
your junkie ego

won't save you this time

you go so low
your tragic disco
your Nazi Halo

won't save you this time

You're so predictable no shadow of doubt
when you are suffering know who sold you out

FUCK your opinions
FUCK your lack of spine
When you are miserable
Know that I'm just fine


You go so low
your faggot rainbow
your junkie ego

won't save you this time

you go so low
your tragic disco
your Nazi Halo

won't save you this time

(time, time, time)
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Written about Saturday 2006-06-17
Written: (4599 days ago)

Allele - Stiches

I know that you've come
To end my shame
And dig up my empty scars
Just to cut them again
Have you ever been sown shut?

I'll lay my hands down
To comfort your empty soul
It never forgets
It lies in your skin beneath your back bone

I tried to hide
I don't want to be afraid
Of letting go, of someone like you
Another life another story
How will I know?

This time I can't speak
I'll scratch on my itchy wounds
It never forgives
A bed of your broken nails to lay on

I tried to hide
I don't want to be afraid
Of letting go, of someone like you
Another life another story
How will I know?

How will I know?

I don't want to be afraid [X2]
Of someone like you
I don't want to be afraid of letting go

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Written about Saturday 2006-06-10
Written: (4606 days ago)

AFI - Endlessly she said

Walked into hourly made, horrible sounds
I can still hear them today… (Faintly they seem…)
Beautiful now, though they are past my love

Still each time I always meant,
Every word, every one.
Though in time, they finally bent
Every word, every one, every word…

I will wait for you
She said, endlessly
I will wake for you
So spoke, misery

I would turn to you but found, my empty home
The radio told me to stay, (as it burned bright) I sang alone
“You will not vex my love…”

Still each time, I always meant
Every word, every one
Though in time, they finally bent
Every word, every one, every word

I will wait for you
She said, endlessly
I will wake for you
So spoke, misery

Oh…
I have been waiting for you…
Bite in as you talk me, soon
I have come through and leave you
Alive and in love…

I will wait for you…
I will wake for you…
I will wait for you…

I will wait…

(I will wait…)
I will wake for you
(I will wait…)
She said, (She said…) endlessly


I will wake for you
(I will wait…)
So spoke, misery
I will wait for you, wait for you…
Endlessly
I will wait for you
So spoke, so spoke
Misery

And I will bite
Straight through…
As I wait for you
Dear…Endlessly


[to someone sort of, special. i guess you know who you are.]
eh. yeap.

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Written about Monday 2006-05-29
Written: (4617 days ago)

Evanescence - Missing



Please, please forgive me
But I won't be home again
Maybe someday you'll look up
And barely conscious, you'll say to no one
Isn't something missing

You won't cry for my absence I know
You forgot me long ago
Am I that unimportant
Am I so insignificant
Isn't something missing
Isn't someone missing me

Even though I'm the sacrifice
You won't try for me, not now
Though I'd die to know you love me
I'm all alone
Isn't someone missing me

Please, please forgive me
But I won't be home again
I know what you do to yourself
I breathe deep and cry out
Isn't something missing

Even though I'm the sacrifice
You won't try for me, not now
Though I'd die to know you love me
I'm all alone
Isn't someone missing me
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Written about Sunday 2006-05-28
Written: (4618 days ago)

Atreyu - Our Sick Story


When we danced, so prestine and
Knee deep in sin, balls deep in hate,
I see your face, I see your face
And it tears me, tears me up
My mouth is full of love
My head is held in shame

When you kiss me
Do you still taste her
Are you thinking of, are you thinking of me?
With your lips pressed tightly up against his skin
Does your body still scream my name
Does your body still scream my name?

Hold your breath to keep it trapped with secrets
'Till your turning cold blue with guilt
Still, no blood is spilled
Had I seen the plot twist comming
Would I've checked out the book
And even if I was dead
You would never be off the fucking hook

When you kiss me
Do you still taste her
Are you thinking of, are you thinking of me
With your lips pressed tightly up against his skin
Does your body still scream my name
Does your body still scream my ...?

Can you take it, while I fake it?
Can you take it, while I fake it?

[Guitarsolo]

Cross your heart, false your heart
Cross your heart, false your heart

When you kiss me
Do you still taste her
Are you thinking of, are you thinking of me
With your lips pressed tightly up against his skin
Does your body still scream my name
Does your body still scream my name?

Cross your heart, False your heart
Cross your heart, False your heart
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Written about Monday 2006-05-15
Written: (4632 days ago)

PROM PICTURES!!!



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Minus pictures with joshua.. i will have them a lil later. cuz he was stupid and didnt go to the dance but only the dinner. hah. *kissy* <3
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Written about Saturday 2006-05-13
Written: (4634 days ago)

its only when you've lost everything that you begin to feel anything.



still loving you joshua. <3

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Written about Monday 2006-05-08
Written: (4639 days ago)

Prom was.... excellent. i will have pictures for you cats later.




waking next to him again .. reminded me how it alwayz used to be....
Love and Butterflies.

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Written about Thursday 2006-05-04
Written: (4642 days ago)

Zeromancer - Send me an angel.

Do you believe in heaven above?
Do you believe in love?
Don't tell a lie,
Don't be false or untrue,
It all comes back to you

Open fire on my burning heart
I've never been lucky in love
My defenses are down,
A kiss or a frown
I can't survive on my own.

If a girl walks in and carves her name in my heart,
I'll turn and run away
Everyday we've all been led astray,
It's hard to be lucky in love.

It gets in your eyes,
It's making you cry
Don't know what to do
Don't know what to do
You're looking for love,
Calling heaven above...

(Chorus)
Send me an angel,
Send me an angel...
Right now,
Right now...
Send me an angel,
Send me an angel...
Right now,
Right now...

Empty dreams can only disappoint,
In a room behind your smile
But don't give up
Don't give up
You can be lucky in love

It gets in your eyes,
It's making you cry
Don't know what to do
Don't know what to do
You're looking for love,
Calling heaven above...

(Chorus)
Send me an angel,
Send me an angel...
Right now,
Right now...
Send me an angel,
Send me an angel...
Right now,
Right now...

(guitar solo)


[gotta love zeromancer <3]

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Written about Saturday 2006-04-29
Written: (4647 days ago)

92% of the teen population would be dead if Abercrombie and Fitch said it wasn't cool to breathe anymore. Repost this if you are one of the 8% who would be laughing your ass
Let em drop!

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Written about Monday 2006-04-17
Written: (4659 days ago)

Staind - Everything Changes.



If you just walked away
What could I really say?
would it matter anyway?
would it change how you feel


I am the mess you chose
the closet you can not close



The devil in you I suppose
'cuz the wounds never heal

But everything changes

if I could turn back the years
If you could learn to forgive me



then I could learn to feel

Sometimes the things I say
In moments of disarray
Succumbing to the games we play
To make sure that it's real

But everything changes
if I could turn back the years
If you could learn to forgive me
then I could learn to feel

(Bridge)

When it's just me and you
Who knows what we could do



If we can just make it through
through this part of the day

But everything changes
if I could turn back the years
If you could learn to forgive me
then I could learn to feel


Then we could

Stay here together
And we could
Conquer the world



If we could

Say that forever
It's more than just a word



If you just walked away
What could I really say?
It wouldn't matter anyway.
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Written about Tuesday 2006-04-11
Written: (4665 days ago)

Nickelback - Far Away

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there’s just one left
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me
and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if
I don’t see you anymore

On my knees, I’ll ask
Last chance for one last dance
‘Cause with you, I’d withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I’d give it all
I’d give for us
Give anything but I won’t give up
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me
and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if
I don’t see you anymore

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
‘Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
‘Cause I’m not leaving
Hold on to me and
never let me go
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Written about Thursday 2006-01-05
Written: (4762 days ago)

Cold - Check Please

how am i supposed to love you
why am i too young to die
how does fever burn inside you
must i have a will to fight
do these questions have an answer
where's the truth that fight's the cause
all my problem's form a puzzle
all my pieces have been lost

and i can stop
anytime i want
and i can quit
anytime i want
i can stop
anytime i want
nothing in this world can tell me to

and every door's a mental scapegoat
every wall a primal cage
every floor a brand new level
and every window's built for dreams
heroes never wanted status
victims never asked for pain
reason never needed answers
statues never wanted change

and i can stop
anytime i want
and i can quit
anytime i want
i can stop
anytime i want
nothing in this world can tell me to

well i'm dead
i see things clearly
i fess, i feel this pain
and hunger, eat's all my insides
why must things be this way

and i can stop
anytime i want
and i can quit
anytime i want
i can stop
anytime i want
loving you might even kill me

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Written about Wednesday 2005-12-28
Written: (4770 days ago)

Acceptance - Take Cover


She's a liar
It comes to this
All we had till now is gone
And I'm the other
Piece to this
Everytime I feel this inside
I don't wanna be the one who...



Caught you
So take cover
Never saw it coming so you put me on again
Had you and no other
The game, the lies
Are getting old



She starts feeling on her own
She makes the city seem like home
All you had for me is gone
I give and I give
But you hope in return
Never thought I'd be the one to burn



Everytime I feel this inside
I don't wanna be the one to
I don't wanna be the one who...



Caught you
So take cover
Never saw it coming so you put me on again
Had you and no other
The game, the lies
Are getting old



Caught you
So take cover
Never saw it coming 'til you put me on again
Had you and no other
The game, the lies
Are getting old

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Written about Sunday 2005-12-04
Written: (4793 days ago)

In the wise words of my sexy decon:

"Love is in your hand not in your heart."
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Written about Sunday 2005-11-27
Written: (4801 days ago)

guarding myself from the love of another...


</3 Note to self: I Miss You

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Written about Tuesday 2005-11-08
Written: (4820 days ago)

HIM & apocalyptica ~ BitterSweet

I’m giving up the ghost of love
in the shadows cast on devotion
She is the one that I adore
creed of my silent suffocation
Break this bittersweet spell on me
lost in the arms of destiny
Bittersweet
I won’t give up
I’m possessed by her
I'm bearing her cross
She's turned into my curse
Break this bittersweet spell on me
lost in the arms of destiny
Bittersweet
I want you
I’m only wanting you
And I need you
I’m only needing you
Break this bittersweet spell on me
lost in the arms of destiny
Break this bittersweet spell on me
lost in the arms of destiny
Bittersweet...



Oh.Its.Love. <3
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Written about Tuesday 2005-10-25
Written: (4834 days ago)

*Note To Self*

I miss You
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Written about Wednesday 2005-10-19
Written: (4839 days ago)

Passing Time is my Favorite Time.. XD

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Written about Tuesday 2005-10-18
Written: (4840 days ago)

And then there was "hidden subscriptions"

little things like that make my day.. oh lordy..

 The logged in version 

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