[SimpleEuph]'s diary

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Written about Saturday 2006-12-16
Written: (3962 days ago)

Well, my father, I guess, had been talking with my mother about giving me the camera that I want that he really never used. If I do get it, I definately cant wait to get out and take some snapshots. Now that Im working around the snow, I would love to get some candids of some skiers/snowboarders. I cant wait.....Im so excited.

Had a really great time with Justin this week. Its starting to look like things are getting better. Even after my druken sob fest, and some things that I shouldnt have brought up...but oh well, thats all in the past now. Im totally ready and geared up for the future.

Going to be doing some more sketches on my days off. Trying to save up money (will take me a long time) to get a wacom digital drawing pad with the usb hook up...so I would not need a scanner for my art work, I could actually do my sketch on the computer. We'll see what the future holds.

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Written about Thursday 2006-12-14
Written: (3963 days ago)

YOU'VE BEEN QUOTED

"You probably look more adorable, with a high pettability factor" *with that sinister 'i know what you did last summer' look* -[NeverScape]
"you're mistaking me for something furry with the enviable ability to lick it's own balls"
-[NeverScape]
*talking about petroleum jelly* "well, i confess to that being not untrue..  it's mine.. it has 1001 uses.. 999 of which.. are somehat dynamic"-[NeverScape]
"With Duct Tape" *grins*" -[Izyin]
"Would it be wrong of me to tell you I want to fu** you"(to [Izyin])"-[SimpleEuph] (Yes, even I can be quoted)
"You suck seed *runs off*"-[NeverScape] (complimenting me on my cleavage)
*mounts you liek a stallion on steroids who's been on a dry spell for 30 months*-[NeverScape]
Missing: </b>
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Written about Saturday 2006-12-09
Written: (3969 days ago)

Had a huge hurtle to jump over with Justin. Wasnt sure what and where things were going....Im just now making my way out of the storm.

Looking foreward to Christmas though. It will be my very first Christmas with Justin. There are a few things I kind of want for Christmas, but my biggest thing is to have Justin and be happy. And then bring in a new year with him, which we'll be almost 2 years of dating.

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Written about Thursday 2006-11-30
Written: (3978 days ago)

I have no clue what has come over me, but I am a country whore all of a sudden....I cant get enough of the good oldies. One of my favorites Garth Brooks song, and possibly the song Justin and I will dance to (maybe) when we get married, cause [Izyin] is all the cowboy Ill ever need!!!!! LOVE YOU HUNNY


Garth Brooks
Cowboys and Angels

A must download

On the eighth day God noticed a problem
For there below him stood a cowboy alone
Stubborn and proud, reckless and loud
God knew hed never make it on his own
So God looked out all over creation
And listened as that cowboy prayed
God took passion and thunder
Patience and wonder then he sent down
The best thing that God ever made.

(chorus)
Cowboys and angels leather and lace
Salt of the earth meets heavenly grace
Cowboys and angels tested and tried
Its a long way to heaven
And one hell of a ride.

Nothins changed since the dawn of creation
For you will find them together today
And only heaven above them knows why
She loves him
But he must be the reason she dont fly away.

*chorus*
Its a long way to heaven
And one hell of a ride.
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Written about Wednesday 2006-11-08
Written: (3999 days ago)

A Vampire's Lament

She is over-come with a fearsome feeling of power
Surging through every nerve of her body.
Riddled with confusion, 
She can sense this tomultious power
Coursing through her veins
Pumping adrenalin, so hard to breathe.
Making her loose more control of herself.
The void that grow within her heart
Thirst for something now.

So unsure of what she becomes,
She lingers on in a haze.
Something warm, salty-sweet
To satisfy her palette
She craves.
Someone approaches whom,
She does not know
Their scent is strong,
It feeds her senses into sheer madness. 
Heartbeat pulses faster,
Further into the dizzing haze,
She lunges. 
Clutching her victim,
Helpless within her hold,
She sinks her teeth deep into the neck. 
How freely does the blood flows
Leaving a sticky coating upon her lips.

(a work in progress)

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Written about Tuesday 2006-11-07
Written: (4000 days ago)

Love: a wonderous feeling
Beautiful and harmonious throughout
Shared by many

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Written about Thursday 2006-08-17
Written: (4082 days ago)

*does the happy dance* Ive got a possible job, I have an interview monday....well its a side job, only work 3 days (sun/mon/tues). So hopefully I can get a call back from the other place, and work at that job as well (so Ill be working 2 jobs *gets tired thinking about it*).....but if it means that I can actually work, have money coming in.....and actually have a life.

But something tells me, Justin maybe had something to do with this call I got today.

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Written about Wednesday 2006-08-16
Written: (4083 days ago)
Next in thread:

Well.....Justin and I are moving the begining of next month, wee finally have our place, but as Justin says....its 'HIS' place, because he'll be paying the rent. Im hoping like hell to get this job, just waiting for the guy to call me back. Fall/Winter time is coming, so jobs should be opening up, cause kids are going back to school. If Justin can be patient long enough, I will get the job, and then life came get way easier.

I feel bad that most of the pressure of money is on his shoulders, it kills me inside...so Im making up for it. Just wish me luck people....I need all the luck I can get.

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Written about Thursday 2006-06-22
Written: (4139 days ago)
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Holy Shit


Justin bout gave me a fucking heart attack today. He brought home this huge as engagement ring...a considerably bigger upgrade from the one I already had. The way he proposed to me was priceless.
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Written about Monday 2006-06-12
Written: (4148 days ago)

JeSuS f. ChRiSt




I cant seem to fucking comphrend what is going on in my life....I never assumed that trying to make something of my future was gonna be a fucking piece chocolate cake. Im almost to that point to say

FUCK IT ALL

and return to my little hole.




Why does it seem,
when I finally reach happiness
There's something that is
ready to crash me down to the ground

Why does it seem,
when everything appears to be working
in my favor
There's something ready to
break my dreams in half

Why does it seem,
when I let my heart trust
in everything around me
There's something there
to explode the trust in my face?????????

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Written about Thursday 2006-06-08
Written: (4152 days ago)
Next in thread: 805359

This is what I fucking needed......Everyone is gone today....Ive got the full run of the house....*sits back sipping a girl scout cookie (hot cocoa and peppermint schnaups)*......Ive got the tunes blaring......Im so much more at ease.....Fuck I might even get myself intoxicated completely.

I do look foreward to Justin coming home from work.....I do love him, and miss him when he is gone.....I know....I so fucking pathetic....



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Written about Thursday 2006-06-08
Written: (4152 days ago)

This is what I fucking needed......Everyone is gone today....Ive got the full run of the house....*sits back sipping a girl scout cookie (hot cocoa and peppermint schnaups)*......Ive got the tunes blaring......Im so much more at ease.....Fuck I might even get myself intoxicated completely.

I do look foreward to Justin coming home from work.....I do love him, and miss him when he is gone.....I know....I so fucking pathetic....


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Written about Wednesday 2006-06-07
Written: (4154 days ago)

Over My Head by Fleetwood Mac



You can take me to paradise,
And then again you can be cold as ice
I'm over my head,
But it sure feels nice.

You can take me anytime you like,
I'll be around if you think you might love me baby,
And hold me tight.

Your mood is like a circus wheel,
You're changing all the time,
Sometimes I can't help but feel,
That I'm wasting all of my time.

Think I'm looking on the dark side,
But everyday you hurt my pride,
I'm over my head,
But it sure feels nice,
I'm over my head,
But it sure feels nice.

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Written about Friday 2006-06-02
Written: (4158 days ago)

Idea for a story


Honoshiro guided his tired frame downwards along side a cherry blossom tree, until he finally found comfort upon the ground. He rested his daisho closely beside him. The sun pelted its blaring heat upon the earth. Honoshiro could feel the warmth eminate from the surface.

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Written about Sunday 2006-04-09
Written: (4212 days ago)
Next in thread: 800824

There, living among
two beautiful daughters.


         
Of a man who possesses
two beautiful daughters,

 
         
you cannot know
nor yet try to guess

 
         
the sweet soothingness
of their caress.

 
         
The outstanding genius
of this pair

 
         
is understood by few,
they are so rare.

 
Compared with these
two, every man is a fool.

 
         
The world is most honored
that they should deign to rule,

 
         
and I worship the power
of these lovely two

 
         
with that adoring love
known to so few.

'Tis indeed
a miracle one must feel

 
         
that two such
heavenly creatures are real.

 
         
Both sets of eyes,
though different far,

 
         
hold many mysteries strange,

 
         
and passively,
they watch the race of men

 
         
decay and change.

 
         
Hatred burning bright
in the brown eyes

 
         
with enemies for fuel.

 
         
Icy scorn
glitters in the gray eyes,

 
         
contemptuous and cruel.

 
         
And why are men such fools

 
         
they will not realize
the wisdom

 
         
that is hidden
behind those strange eyes?

 
         
And these wonderful people
are you and I.

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Written about Monday 2006-03-27
Written: (4225 days ago)

Wow.....it really hasnt hit me yet that Im 21. I went to the bar with Shane earlier today, while Justin was at the Chiropractor.....and we had a drink.....then we drove around and checked a couple of stores.....than we went to lunch and had a couple drinks there. Now Im just waiting til Justin is ready....were gonna go pick up a 12 pack (than Im officially 21) and go up to Shane's and have some fun......hehehehe.

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Written about Friday 2006-03-24
Written: (4228 days ago)

Less than 4 more days til I finally turn 21....biatches! Ive waited such a long friggin time for this....and the best part is....I get to spend it with the one I love.

So the count-down continues....will make sure lots of pictures will be taken.

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Written about Thursday 2006-03-23
Written: (4230 days ago)
Next in thread: 767334

My fucking word.....what is up with you men......stop commenting me on my photo......its getting fucking annoying. I hate having to filter through my mail, thanks for the comments, Im glad you think Im hot (I think you all are insane). And for all you guys that want to cyber, Im not interested. Cybering is a big turn off.....and I dont understand how you cant get off on it.

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Written about Friday 2006-02-24
Written: (4256 days ago)

In about 2-3 more days, I will be moving. Its going to take me a little while to settle in, but I should be alright, and get back with you all as soon as possible. I probably wont be myself, because Ill be going through some pretty big life changing choices. I love you all, and Ill be back as soon as I can

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Written about Thursday 2006-02-02
Written: (4278 days ago)

*yawns* been working hard on theses sketches, and I keep getting more and more disappointed with them. Ive also been trying to revive a couple of my wikis as well as setting up a myspace page. Hoping to catch up with Justin. Oh well......*falls asleep*

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Written about Friday 2006-01-27
Written: (4285 days ago)

Fuck.....
Me!!!!!

NOT INTENTIONALLY...THAT MEANS YOU JUSTIN


Just a rather, long, boring ass fucking day. Yet another stray has adopted me and has taking up dwelling in my garage. I have this uncanny feeling Im going to be this little old widow, who lives with 20 some odd plus cats. Dont get me wrong, I love dogs.....I love my dogs to death, but there is just something that intrugues me about cats. Their independant personalities I figure.

A lot of commotion happening in the "home" as some of you already know about. Ive let off too much steam within the last couple of days, that Im ready for a week....no make a month long R&R.....hiatus from everything that involves me being responsible for....except for myself. [Izyin] is trying his damndest to get me to stay a week with him. He's even demanded it......I kind of find this new agressiveness side of him a little sexy, but it wont get him very far. Damn it, I know who wears the pants in this relationship *smirks* even though he wont admit it.....hehehehe Im so gonna get my ass kicked for that.

Still heavily emmersed into this comic book idea for [Izyin]s. Got a few pages done....no really basis for a storyline right now....just trying out different panel layouts. We could actually have something pretty interesting here. I know he is quite talented at writing....among other talents hes very skillful at (knows he damn proud of them too). He's awesome to RP with....so it just gave me an idea to strike up a comic book for him.......cause I have nothing better to do, and just looking for something new to keep my artistic intrigue alive. So if he'll just let me know what he thinks about it.....I will have to show him the layouts first.....you might be seeing a comic book/strip in this house one day.

Well...Adios! Im finally growing tired....and I cannot think of anything else more stupid to write about...so *looks at the clock (1:12am)* I think its time for me to go to bed now.

LOVE Y'ALL
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