[Irishpixie]'s diary

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Written about Thursday 2004-12-30
Written: (5377 days ago)

"Is Your Love Strong Enough"
Tangerine Dream And Brian Perry

Just one step at a time
And closer to destiny
I knew at a glance
There'd always be a chance for me
With someone I could live for
Nowhere I would rather be

Is your love strong enough
Like a rock in the sea
Am I asking too much
Is your love strong enough?

Just one beat of your heart
And stranger than fantasy
I knew from the start
It had to be the place for me
Someone that I would die for
There's no way I could ever leave

Is your love strong enough
Like a rock in the sea
Am I asking too much
Is your love strong enough?

Is your love strong enough?
Just one beat of your heart
Is your love strong enough?
Is your love strong enough?
Is your love strong enough?
Is your love strong enough?
Is your love strong enough?

Just one beat of your heart
Strong enough?
Strong enough?
Just one beat of your heart
Strong enough?
Strong enough?
Just one beat of your heart
Strong enough?
Strong enough?
Just one beat of your heart
Strong enough?
Strong enough?
Just one beat of your heart
Strong enough?
Strong enough?
Just one beat of your heart

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Written about Thursday 2004-11-11
Written: (5426 days ago)

"Vindicated"
Dashboard Confessional


Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye


And roped me in
So mesmerizing, so hypnotizing
I am captivated


I am Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along


And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself


So clear
Like the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intentions
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye


And rendered me
So isoloated, so motivated
I am certain now that


I am Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along


So turn
Up the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment, fall forever
Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in
Too deep now to ever swim against the current
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip against the current
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip away


I am Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along


Slight hope
It dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption...

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Written about Thursday 2004-11-11
Written: (5426 days ago)

SO COLD
Breaking Benjamin

Crowded streets are cleared away
One by one
Hollow heroes separate
As they run

You're so cold
Keep your hand in mine
Wise men wonder while
Strong men die

Show me how we end it's alright
Show me how defenseless you really are
Satisfied and empty inside
Well that's all right
Let's give this another try

If you find your family
Don't you cry
In this land of make believe
Dead and dry

You're so cold
but you feel alive
Lay your hand on me
One last time

Show me how we end it's alright
Show me how defenseless you really are
Satisfied and empty inside
Well that's all right
Let's give this another try

Show me how we end it's alright
Show me how defenseless you really are
Satisfied and empty inside
Well that's all right
Let's give this another try

It's alright
It's alright
It's alright
It's alright
It's alright
It's alright
It's alright
It's alright
It's alright

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Written about Thursday 2004-10-07
Written: (5461 days ago)

“Where is My Mind”
The Pixies

With your feet on the air and your head on the ground,
Try this trick and spin it, (yeah) yeah,
Your head will collapse but there’s nothing in it,
And you’ll ask yourself:
“Where is my mind?”
“Where is my mind?”
“Where is my mind?”

Way out in the water,
See it swimming?

I was swimming in the Caribbean,
Animals were hiding behind the rocks,
Except the little fish,
But they told me this is where it’s gonna talk to me honeybunny:
“Where is my mind?”
“Where is my mind?”
“Where is my mind?”

Way out in the water,
See it swimming?

With your feet on the air and your head on the ground,
Try this trick and spin it, yeah,
Your head will collapse but there’s nothing in it,
And you’ll ask yourself:
“Where is my mind?”

Way out in the water,
See it swimming?

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Written about Friday 2004-09-17
Written: (5480 days ago)

"Think Twice"
Eve 6



When all is said and done
And dead does he love you
The way that I do
Breathing in lighting
Tonight's for fighting
I feel the hurt so physical

Think twice before you touch my girl
Come around I'll let you feel the burn
Think twice before you touch my girl
Come around come around no more
Think twice before you touch my girl
Come around I'll let you feel the burn
Think twice before you touch my girl
Come around no more

She spreads her love
She burns me up
I can't let go
I can't get out
I've said enough
Enough by now
I can't let go
I can't get out

Wait till the day you finally see
I've been here waiting patiently
Crossing my fingers and my t's
She cried on my shoulder begging please

Think twice before you touch my girl
Come around I'll let you feel the burn
Think twice before you touch my girl
Come around come around no more
Think twice before you touch my girl
Come around I'll let you feel the burn
Think twice before you touch my girl
Come around no more

She spreads her love
She burns me up
I can't let go
I can't get out
I've said enough
Enough by now
I can't let go
I can't get out

What is it you really want
I'm tired of asking
You're gone I'm wasted

When I showed up and he was there
I tried my best to grin and bear
And took the stairs but didn't stop at the street
And as we speak I'm going down

Cause she spread her love
And burnt me up
I can't let go
I can't get out
I've said enough
Enough by now
I can't let go
I can't get out

Think twice before you touch my girl
Come around I'll let you feel the burn
Think twice before you touch my girl
Come around come around no more
Think twice before you touch my girl
Come around I'll let you feel the burn
Think twice before you touch my girl
Come around no more

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Written about Thursday 2004-09-16
Written: (5481 days ago)

Just What I Needed
Sister hazel


I don't mind you comin' here
And wastin' all my time
'Cause when you're standin' oh so near
I kinda lose my mind
It's not the perfume that you wear
It's not the ribbons in your hair
I don't mind you comin' here
And wastin' all my time
I don't mind you hangin' out
And talkin' in your sleep
It doesn't matter where you've been
As long as it was deep, yeah
You always knew to wear it well
And you look so fancy I can tell
I don't mind you hangin' out
And talkin' in your sleep

I guess you're just what I needed
(Just what I needed)
I needed someone to feed
I guess you're just what I needed
(Just what I needed)
I needed someone to bleed
Verse 1
Chorus

Yeah, so bleed me
You're just what I needed
You're just what I needed

350579  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2004-09-13
Written: (5485 days ago)

Seether featuring Amy Lee
“Broken”

I wanted you to know
That I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain …away
I keep your photograph
And I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain


cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
You've gone away
You don't feel me here....anymore

The worst is over now
And we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There's so much left to learn
And no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain


cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away

cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away

cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone...away

You're gone away
You don't feel me here....anymore

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Written about Wednesday 2004-06-23
Written: (5567 days ago)

"Creep"
Radiohead

When you were here before
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fuckin' special

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts
I wanna have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice
When I'm not around
You're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here

And she's running out the door
She's running
She'll run, run, run, run
Run
Creep
Radiohead


Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here
I don't belong here

263113  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2004-06-21
Written: (5569 days ago)

Roses land deep red across the casket
Dirt falls loud against unwilling ears
Tears fall and wet the earth
Pain consumes our hearts, never to subside

The crowd has gone, I'm all alone
I stand where you know lay
Only six feet above my love
These tears I cry, wishing I could hide

Seasons pass but time stands still
My heart feels faint, it can't be real
A life taken to soon, dreams never to be
Wounds still open deep inside

I stare at the name written across the stone
hands tremble as i set flowers in the ground
Its time to say goodbye, i'll love you forever
So long my friend, enjoy the ride



I love you Andy!

263016  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2004-06-21
Written: (5569 days ago)
Next in thread: 263076

i am worth exactly: $1,957,940.00. on Humanforsale.com

260287  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2004-06-18
Written: (5572 days ago)

I am a A Moon Dragon!

Hey, I took the http://dragonhame.com online Inner Dragon quiz and found out I am a Moon Dragon on the inside.

In the war between good and evil, a Moon Dragon tends to walk the fine line of Neutrality....
When it comes to the powers of Chaos vs. those of Law and Order, your inner dragon is a risk taker and answers to no one....
As far as magical tendancies, Your inner dragon has the ability to conquer the world of magic, but it will not be easy....
During combat situations, whether by spells or by claw, your inner dragon will do whatever it takes to get the job done....
The Moon Dragon has translucent scales and emits a soft white glow from it's body, thus earning it's name.'
The moon Dragon is an especially large Dragon, but beautiful and graceful. It makes it's home in mountainous regions, often picking a large cavern to be it's lair.'
Moon Dragons are nocturnal in nature, only coming out at night. They silently fly through the nighttime sky, hunting deer, antelope or other woodland creatures. The Moon Dragon has a particularly long lifespan even amongst dragonkind. Some Moon Dragons have been known to live for several millennia, making it one of the longest lived creatures in existence.
'
This Dragons favorite elements are: Moonstone, Starlight, and Longevity

http://Dragonhame.Com

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Written about Wednesday 2004-06-16
Written: (5574 days ago)

The Perfect Drug
(Nine Inch Nails)

i got my head, but my head is unraveling
can't keep control, can't keep track of where it's traveling
i got my heart but my heart is no good
and you're the only one that's understood
i come along but i don't know where you're taking me
i shouldn't go but you're reaching back and shaking me
turn off the sun, pull the stars from the sky
the more i give to you, the more i die

and i want you
and i want you
and i want you
and i want you

you are the perfect drug, the perfect drug, the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug, the perfect drug, the perfect drug

you make me hard, when i'm all soft inside
i see the truth, when i'm all stupid eyed
the arrow goes straight through my heart
without you everything just falls apart

my blood wants to say hello to you
my feelings want to get inside of you
my soul is so afraid to realize
every little word is a lack of me (argued to be "'how very little there is left of me")

and i want you
and i want you
and i want you
and i want you

you are the perfect drug, the perfect drug, the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug, the perfect drug, the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug, the perfect drug, the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug, the perfect drug, the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug, the perfect drug, the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug, the perfect drug, the perfect drug
(whispering)
you are the perfect drug, the perfect drug, the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug, the perfect drug, the perfect drug
you are the perfect drug, the drug, the perfect drug

take me, with you
take me, with you
take me, with you
take me, with you
(continues in background)
without you, without you everything falls apart
without you, it's not as much fun to pick up the pieces
without you, without you everything falls apart
without you, it's not as much fun to pick up the pieces
it's not as much fun to pick up the pieces
it's not as much fun to pick up the pieces
without you, without you everything falls apart
without you, it's not as much fun to pick up the pieces

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Written about Tuesday 2004-06-15
Written: (5575 days ago)
Next in thread: 256266

I see a red door and I want it painted black
No colors anymore I want them to turn black
I see the girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes
I have to turn my head until my darkness goes

I see a line of cars and they're all painted black
With flowers and my love both never to come back
I see people turn their heads and quickly look away
Like a new born baby it just happens ev'ry day

I look inside myself and see my heart is black
I see my red door and it has been painted black
Maybe then I'll fade away and not have to face the facts
It's not easy facin' up when your whole world is black

No more will my green sea go turn a deeper blue
I could not foresee this thing happening to you

If I look hard enough into the settin' sun
My love will laugh with me before the mornin' comes

I see a red door and I want it painted black
No colors anymore I want them to turn black
I see the girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes
I have to turn my head until my darkness goes

Hmm, hmm, hmm,...

I wanna see it painted, painted black
Black as night, black as coal
I wanna see the sun blotted out from the sky
I wanna see it painted, painted, painted, painted black
Yeah!

239761  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2004-05-30
Written: (5591 days ago)

FAVORITES:
01. ( Color ) Dark blue
02. ( Animal ) Koala bear!
03. ( Vehicle ) 1957 Chevy Bel Air
04. ( Flower ) Dafodils!
05. ( Beer ) I hate beer…
06. ( Liquor ) hehe!! Not gonna tell
07. ( Soda ) Dr. Pepper!
08. ( Food ) Meat, Corn And Potatoes!!
09. ( Book ) I have way too many favorites to just name one!
10. ( Author )
11. ( Movie ) Labyrinth, The Goonies, Legend, Sandlot, Full Metal Jacket, LOTR, and way too many more to put down!!
12. ( State ) Arizona
13. ( City ) Flagstaff
14. ( School Subject ) not in school right now! YAY!
15. ( Movie genre ) I like just about everything, but I had to pick one it would probably be fantasy!
16. ( Color your hair? ) ya sometimes
17. ( Have a boyfriend/girlfriend/both? ) Yes
18. ( Floss daily? ) Of course!
19. ( Own a webcam? ) nope
20. (Ever get off the damn computer? ) hehe sometimes!
21. (Gotten a speeding ticket? ) Nope, but that’s only cuz I have never been caught~ (knock on wood!)
22. ( How fast? ) hehe!!
23. ( Been in a wreck? ) yes on Halloween no less!, but it wasn’t my fault!!
24. (Been arrested? ) *grins sheepishly* I plead the fifth!
25. (Stolen a car? ) nope, but I drive mine like I stole it!! LOL
26. ( Stolen anything? ) Chapstick and gum when I was younger!
27. ( Smoke? ) Nope
28. ( Pot? ) Never!
29. ( Crack? ) Again Never!
30. ( Drink? ) Sometimes when I do the whole club scene!
31. ( Been so drunk you couldn't remember your name? ) hehe maybe!
32. ( Been so drunk you didn't care that you couldn't remember your name? ) probably!
33. ( Posed for nude pics? ) lol……. Maybe!!
34. ( Considered a life of crime? ) all the time!! LOL
35. ( Considered being a hooker? ) nope!
36. ( Maybe a pimp? ) hehe no that I have thought of!!!
37. ( Cheated on someone? ) Nope
38. ( Been married? ) Yep
39. ( Been divorced? ) Nope
40. ( Are you psycho? ) *looks around* Maybe, Why? Whos Asking?
41. ( Split personalities? ) Only like 5 so that’s not so bad!!
42. ( Obsessive? ) I don’t think so…
43. ( Panic? ) Why? Why would I panic? I can t breathe! Oh my god!! Panic!!
44. ( Depressed? ) Rarely
45. ( Suicidal? ) Nope!
46. ( Obsessed with hate? ) Nope
47. ( Dream of mutilated bodies, blood, death, and gore? ) Nope48. ( Dream of doing those things instead of just seeing them? ) eh… what things…?
49. ( Had sex outdoors? ) I try to at least one a week!!! LOL

RIGHT NOW…
50. ( What are you watching? ) Nothing!
51. ( What time is it? ) 2:34pm
52. ( What are you wearing? ) Oh you would like to know wouldn’t you?
53. ( Wanna cyber? ) Nope
54. ( Hey baby, nice shoes... ) Oh you are so sweet!!!
55. ( What're you drinking? ) Dr. Pepper!
56. ( Eating? ) A cupcake!!Oh so Yummy!!
57. ( Got both hands on the keyboard? ) Ummm… when I am not stuffing my face with this yummy cupcake!
58. ( You sure ‘bout that? ) I think so!
59. ( Who are you talkin to? ) A friend!
60. ( What other windows do you have open? ) umm… word, Prophesy, and Outlook!
61. ( Be anywhere, where would you be? ) Ireland!
62. (Who would you be with? ) Ummm… my lil girl!
63. ( What would you be doing? ) dancing in the rain!!
64. ( How bored are you? ) ummm, I am not bored at all!

MISC:
65. (Do u like to sing in the shower) All the time!…
66. (Do u like to sing) when no one is around!… I don’t want to offend anyone!! LOL!
67. (Sign) Gemini
68. (Sex) Female!
69. (righty or Lefty) Righty!
70. (Do you have a car?) Yes
71. (What kinda car do you have?) A Ford Explorer
72. (Food) I already answered this one!!
73. (Number) 8
74. (Do you plan on having kids) I have a lil girl~
75. (How old do you wanna be when you are married) I already am!
76. (yes) nope!
77. (no) yes!
78. (Would you have kids before marriage?) hehe!!!
79. (Do you have a crush) Yes!!!
80. (Music/TV) I like almost any kind of Music!!!
81. (Guys/Girls) Guys!
82. (Green/Blue) Blue
83. (Pink/Purple) Purple
84. (Summer/Winter) Summer
85. (Night/Day) Night!
86. (Relaxin/Chillin) Arent they about the same??
87. (Dopey/Funny) Dopey!!!
88. (What school do u go to) I don’t!
89. (What's a major turn on for you) hehe!!! Ummm I like guys hands!!

BELIEFS:
90. (Believe in life on other planets?) ya
91. (Astrology?) sometimes!
92. (Magic?) *gets wand out* of course!
93. (God?) Yes!
94. (Satan?) yep
95. (Santa?) hehe!! Maybe!!
96. (Ghosts?) yep
97. (Luck?) Always! Although I don’t really have any!!!
98. (Love at first sight?) Yes!
99. (Yin and Yang?)
100. (Witches?) yep
101. (Easter bunny?) For my lil girl, I am the Easter Bunny!!!
102. (Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?) Yes!!
103. (Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?) Of Course!!
104. (Do you wish on stars?) Always!! I wish I may, I wish I might!

208402  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2004-04-28
Written: (5623 days ago)
Next in thread: 215097

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