[BekaBoo]'s diary

1055024  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2008-11-14
Written: (3993 days ago)

I fucking hate love. They guy that I've liked since i first met him, the girl who dated my Ex my crush and now shes trying to take Chris away from me. She is trying to take everyone I love away from me, She likes Milo, Abraham, Nick, Chris, Jesse, Destiny. I FUCKING WANT TO BEAT HER FACE IN!!!!

I just want to turn compleat lesbien, but girls have more drama then guys. Im in love with a few people on here and i think you know who you are. I wish i could be with you, but i dont think thats going to happend because we love so ar apart. But if you really love someone distance wont matter.

1047092  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2008-09-25
Written: (4043 days ago)

My Besties

Jesse(Destiny)
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I love this chick, we've been through so much together.

Jessica(Cousin)
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We've had are ups and are downs, but i still love her.

Joel(penis buddy o.O)
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I dont know what to say about this guy, hes just so amazing i cant even put how i feel about him into words.

Abraham(My lovie)
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I love him SO much, hes always been there for me and im sad the hes leaving to Texas. I dont want him to leave because then I'll feel alone again.

Pedro(fuck buddy xD)
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I fell for this guy hard, it was love at first sight but he had are differences and went are ways. Sadly we can never be together he moved out of country.

♥Nick♥
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I will never forget you. He ment so much to me, he was the first guy to love me for me and i threw that all way. I screwed up big time with you nick. I hope we can be together again soon.


I Love You All!!!

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Written about Tuesday 2008-09-16
Written: (4053 days ago)

Nick♥
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you were my first true love, i will never forget how you used to hold me in your arms and how when we would sleep together you would always fall asleep on me =]. We were perfect for each other and there wasnt one thing that i didnt like about you, we always had a great time together, Even though we both cant really remember any of it xD.
You ment everything to me and i screwed it all up, I wish you would give me a second chance. All i want is to prove to you that i can be the best Girlfriend you ever had.
I LOVE YOU NICK PARRAS!!!

1040649  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2008-08-09
Written: (4090 days ago)

OMG! my cat might be pregnant, if she is anyone have any ideas for name =P
i have
Garfield
Nurmal
and Patchie
and sorry if i dont get on much anymore i got in trouble and i might move out soon im happy, parents dont know yet and i dont think in going to tell them anytime soon.
But yeah Ian please call me if you read this

1032671  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2008-05-30
Written: (4161 days ago)

i was at a group home for 2 days and it was so funking boring you have no idea, i beat one of the games there it took me 5 hours....now i home im going to get my computer hooked up soon and i going to the doctors to see if im bipolor or if i have ADHD, ADD or a sleeping problem....or if im just CRAZii

1032096  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2008-05-28
Written: (4164 days ago)

im homeless for who ever dosnt ever know

1025652  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2008-04-24
Written: (4198 days ago)

My rp character

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1025651  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2008-04-24
Written: (4198 days ago)

this is me as a avatar
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1021336  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2008-03-31
Written: (4222 days ago)
1020326  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2008-03-26
Written: (4227 days ago)

i dont know when the next time i might get on so yeah I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!

1012731  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2008-02-17
Written: (4264 days ago)

G • E • M • I • N • I: PASSIONATE

Nice. Love is one of a kind. Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you the fuck out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING.Horny. Freak in Bed. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. not one to fuck around with! ULTRA SEXY. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE

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Written about Sunday 2008-02-17
Written: (4264 days ago)

if i dissapear for a while that mean i got sick cuz i eat to many cupcake XDD

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Written about Friday 2008-02-15
Written: (4267 days ago)

I FUCKING HATE VALENTIN'S DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

1010371  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2008-02-08
Written: (4274 days ago)
Next in thread: 1010596

oh and to update you on the grandmas thing...she died on 2/6/08 @ 3:15pm...message me if you read this

1010370  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2008-02-08
Written: (4274 days ago)

ok i havent been on for like almost a week and i already dont want to be on here any more...i was close friends with this guy named ron he has an ET...we used to talk on the phone and stuff and hes promised to come see and when i got on he sent me this message
Ron [Willst du meine Liebe seien?]:HAHA!!! I CHANGED MY FUCKING NUMBER!!! FUCK OFF!!!
no that just hert me reeeeeeeally bad

1009053  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2008-02-01
Written: (4280 days ago)

Okay...theres like 2 people on here that know whats going on...i havent been at school for 3 days. My Oma (grandma) is dieng...the hospise came to the house and set up her "Death bed" for use...im going there to day again for i dont know how long...i was there from 9am to 1am x.x sooooo tierd from that still...well i have to go cuzwere leave for her house again...i hope my cousins amy and Erin are there cuz its sooooo boring with out them and theres like nothing to do except for try and not cry...well i have to go and please dont send me and sypothy messages i really dont need them.

LOVE YA ALL! bye to those people i was talking to ^^

1004242  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2008-01-11
Written: (4302 days ago)

IM FUCKING SICK OF EVERYONE ASKING ME IF IM OKAY OR IF THEY CAN HELP ME WHEN IM NOT IN A GOOD MOOD THAT MEANS TO LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

998489  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2007-12-13
Written: (4331 days ago)

~im like a doll to you~


I'm like a doll to you
you use me
you play with me
you get Bord of me
you found me
then you claimed me like i was a doll
a doll in the store
you bought me with
your kiss
that i hate
your touch
that i cant stand
your passion
that isn't real
you brought me home
you told me you loved me
you even gave me
your kiss
that made me cry
your touch
that hurt
your passion
that makes me feel like nothing
I'm like a doll to you
you use me
get Bord of me
get rid of me
watching my lost soul
crumble on the floor

995140  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2007-11-27
Written: (4347 days ago)

<big><br /><br /><br /><br /><big><center>i bet NO guys will repost this ;<br /><br />i'm sorry <br /><br /><br /><br />i'm sorry if i'm not pretty enough to be "your girl"<br /><img:http://a670.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/37/m_6ea9cb059c1a0547d403ff932d9ccffd.jpg"></a><br /><br />i'm sorry that i don't want to have sex every minute of the day.<br /><img:http://i23.tinypic.com/dz713c.gif"></a><br /><br src="http://i22.tinypic.com/21eah41.jpg"></a><br /><br />i'm sorry if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me.<br /><img:http://a947.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/20/m_0bffb5af58f976285453339213c3e982.jpg"></a><br /><br />i'm sorry if my hair isn't long enough.<br /><img:http://i23.tinypic.com/elbp93.jpg"></a><br /><br />i'm sorry if i'm not the "hottest" girl you've ever seen.<br /><img:http://a318.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/52/m_c3afb58aeba76d6c1e90e0cd8ba1354d.jpg"></a><br /><br />i'm sorry if loving you isn't enough.<br /><img:http://a989.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/39/l_668c5b6a8eaffa9ff73400e859f23be4.jpg"><br /><br />i'm sorry if being your friend through thick and thin makes no difference.<br /><img:http://a902.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/52/m_adfe825e5e0cf4b880be56655df55cdd.jpg"><br /><br />i'm sorry that i try my best to get you to like me, but then get hurt. <br /><img:http://i23.tinypic.com/2ir3v40.jpg"><br /><br /><br />but most of all; i'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. <br /><br /><big><small><img:http://i15.tinypic.com/4v4w4xu.jpg"><br /><br /><img:http://i18.photobucket.com/albums/b112/rainbowskyfalls/PICS/sad/abite.jpg"><br /><br /><img:http://a380.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/20/l_d33e723b9ddfa0bc0d929409491231f3.jpg"><br /><br /><img:http://i12.tinypic.com/6g2h5cn.jpg" ><br /><br /><img:http://a590.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/56/l_732efc11e45530eeab7d653b2d392fc5.jpg"><br /><br /><img:http://a650.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/30/l_ff5b6b3ac23ef4855c24011358d36cb1.jpg"><br /><br /><img:http://a96.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/44/m_730391888cd43771f25718ee3d31792f.jpg"><br /><br />and i'm sorry that most guys will read this and post it and may agree with it but after 5 minutes they forget about it and do the same thing all over again. GUYS! just think about it, about how you treat girls. You treat them like shit & all they want to do is be loved by you. think about it.<br /><br />If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as    "I'm sorry. =["<br /><br /><small>If you're one of the few GUYS with enough balls to repost and you would never make your girl feel this way, repost as "I love you just the way you are.."</small></small> <br /><br /><br /><small>TO REPOST YOU MUST CLICK REPLY TO POSTER AND COPY ALL OF IT THERE TO GET ALL THE CODES.<br /><br />IF YOU COPY & PASTE FROM THIS VERY SPOT IT WILL NOT PUT THE PICTURES, CODES OR SONG ON THE BULLETIN.</small><br /><br />no guy will post this i know it prove me wrong<br /><br /><object type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowScriptAccess="never" allowNetworking="internal" height="0" width="0" data="http://res0.esnips.com/escentral/images/widgets/flash/esnips_player.swf">
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