So I think it is good to start writing a diary before I forget everything. I live from day to day, it does not matter what was yesterday, so apparently live angels. But what I then do? Sometimes I lose between what is actually real. I really do not understand what is happening to me and how to change it. I think maybe it's time to start from somewhere in anything again, be better and have lots of goals, which will make my life. Sometimes I feel that nothing is as it really seems to me that there is something in between all that I see. As if something is still eluded me, but I do not know what. Maybe I am not a normal person, who knows if ever man I am. Sometimes I think quite strongly that there is not my place that I belong somewhere else entirely.
Hm.... Winter.. perfect... cold..
Pahhy Christmas, but in my country isnt snow.
Happy and crazy HALLOWEEN!!!
Sory, but I dont know, why? I can killing everything in my life. I dont know, what i do, because I mean what I do is good. But I havent truth. Because everything is very fast for me. I nerev love real life, but I can live in.
Im fucking my last boy.....
My darling Pety die last weekend. I was sad, because she was my pet.