What I am about to say may hurt feels, if so please see my field -waves to a dead patch of dusty hard packed dirt- it's where my fucks are grown.
I joined the army in 2011, and was just in time for the war to really start spinning down. I did deploy, and I did my duty while I was there. I am now home, and I live in California. I remember my home town of Bakersfield being a bit more supportive of military members when I left, but that has changed. I am now realizing that people see soldiers in this town and in this order things come to mind. "No one wants to be around you. Your a sexiest, your a murderer, your a baby killer and rapist." then the sadly not as common. "Thanks man, do you." and finally the nearly unseen "Thank you for your service! No I really mean it!", no the last two are not the exact way they come out but there damn close. More often than not I get treated like dirt in my classes, and my teachers do not help that stigma that follows me for what ever reason(well one is for far left he is almost back right!). I now know the reality is a frustrating one for me.
I am hated by liberal students because I am a vet. I was told by one of the female students who is left and dose not mind my company as I walked her to her car after my night class(I walk two female students to there cars because a rapist is literally stalking women a BC)- she explained a bit better. "They all look at you and see a violent killer masquerading as a hero. They do not want to support troops as they have been told by a few extremely anti-war columnists that supporting troops is supporting the war, and supporting the war is wrong." I was shocked. this did not explain why they would go out of there way to poke at me thought. so I asked why a few of the students went looking to poke at me. she explained again. "It's because you take pride in your service, and performing your duty. They think your service is murder of civilians, and your duty is to commit war crimes." I am not going to lie. that thought is enraging. she explained how she knew it was not true, and was even hurt by it herself. this girl is a refugee from the middle east. she escaped Iraq after the invasion when the terror attacks started getting worse, and saw what the US did for the people of Iraq- tried to do anyway. "so a few soldiers raped a women. that is wrong but that dose not make all soldiers rapists. There were days I only got to eat because soldiers gave us food. I watched soldiers put them selves in between civilians and bullets, bombs, and rockets. I have seen them give medical help to anyone who needed it. regardless of there race or creed... The children your dealing with just don't know the truth, and they never want to hear it, and most vets and members of the military are considered red."(no this is not verbatim. This conversation happened Tuesday.) IT sent me on a quest thought. the need to know why I was a enemy of my own people or if this was even true.
I will disclaimer this now I am going to hit a hot topic... that is all...
So ever hear about the time a black lives matter member and a third wave feminist tried to tell a logic loving soldier he is a monster who is the shame of his nation? no? well here we go then.
no shit the next day after talking to my fellow student about liberals generally hating military members it was on. how in a Spanish one class we went from cultural norms of Latino nations "So where dose feminism stand south of the border?" no I am not kidding... I also have that hole thing where I go off when I get frustrated... well it happened. anyway long story way short!
I used a logical argument to explain the definition of a 'Trigger', why most Latin nations are not so much sexist as much as there traditional to a fault, and how the Mexican cartel is not better for the people of Mexico than it's "Sexist" government. that being said. After this twenty plus minuet waist of time the black lives matter guy says "Stop acting like you know anything, you have lived in white privilege for so long you don't know the truth about anything." Now for those of you who do not know I generally agree with the fact that many police officers use profiling to do there job, and that some of them-SOME!- take it to far. However crime, and ethnic majority committing crime, is related to its area (IE: a Hispanic neighborhood deals with mostly Hispanic criminals). I also do not believe in white privilege for two reasons. one! I grew up poor! two- being white has fucked me out of three law enforcement positions, and two state jobs because affirmative action required they bring on more blacks, and Hispanics not necessarily the most qualified for the job. no to mention that I was denied a book allowance this semester of college because even thought I am unemployed and my wife is to we are 'not the right kinda of low income.' anyway! I lost my shit and told him to grow up. The only divide in america that is honestly a problem that should be fixed is the dived between the rich and the poor. Rich privilege not white male! that caused a bit off a piss of mach of witch I can honestly say I didn't yell once in and I only used facts and logic. He meanwhile told me I was a fucking murderer so my opinion should not matter, and people like me are what is wrong with America. I am supper glossing over this right now BTW.
So am I? anyone who is america and is leaning blue, do you hate me for being a vet because I am the war? I kinda would like to know some other peoples thoughts on this.
I'm not going to be online much until next week. If your in a game I Run please note that it is on pause. If I play in your game feel free to have my character do what ever tell I get back. Thanks guys.
Prince-Makin get in here!
Makin-Yes prince Jorg?
Sally the whore-He's a prince? There never a prince...
Making with a smile to Sally-Congradu
sooooo... I got my first out processing physical to start getting out of the army... This is where we start to see if i can get meds and stuff from the VA, and how much damage the army has done to me... for the first tiem in my army career my blood pressure was on point as fuck! i was 132 over like 66... it usaly sits at 180-190 over like 75-81... no shit! then my hearing test made me almost fall out of my chair! perfect hearing?! I have had worse and worse hearing the hole time i have been in and have a constant ringing in my ears. but not the other day OH NO! I have near perfect hearing?! So my real question is if lying to try to up my medical benefits form the VA is punishable with up to five years in prison(and a dishonorable discharge), then what punishment dose the army get from trying to lie to lower them?!
YES I WANT TO BE MADE INTO AN ACTION FIGURE!!!!!!
So when a dude walks into your comic seen and says. "How me...? I'm... The unknown soldier." Do not respond with "bullshit. Unknown soldier is a ghost!" You will be killed.
I may have to hurt a privet who dose not understand how to respect his superiors...
Work is kickin up. Goin to get speratic.
Out sick.., won't be posting for a day or two. Sorry guys. :(
I'm just so happy! -tears of joy- they final got my brand of smokes in the PX here. The world is a better place now!
Great news. I have a new friend, she come over to us on guard. Her name is foxy, and she takes food from our hands and lets us pet her. She's a pretty fox. Then I have a new blood hated foe. Fred the pit viper that lives under our guard shack. He's an ass hole. An the Lt won't let me shoot him... >.<, it's frustrating. He slithers right at us pretending we rant there unless you step in his way then he hisses and starts to coil. He doesn't even eat the mice in the compound so he has no use pissing me off ever night...
Test booster is so hard now days. I remember roids, and this shit comes close! Just not as angry.
So it's considered an assault on Islamic cloture if I don't learn there language now, but what about my cloture? My being raised a Jew for eight years? My gods anger with me for caving to learning the language of another religion because it hurts there feelings that I don't know it!? Fuck them it was not my choice to come to this fucked up part of the world. Now I have to do this shit before tommrow or get in huge trouble! Fuck the co, and his OER bullet hunting ass. He wants to show off oh look what I did for my soldiers? When all he is doing is forcing me to have to violate my cloture. Fuck him, fuck him in his hoj loving ass.
Been in country for less than two days. Cracked my tablet screen, and pumped by the locals to give up opsec
Someone asked me this weekend... "Why do you want to be a soldier and kill? No one should have to do that." I told them to watch this video and be happy men and women like me will fight.
Fuck this shit!
Fuck this... why dose the chain promote a dick wad that dose not know his job for shit! Acts like a child, and needs to be thrown out of the army. An NCO wants to teach soldier to do there job better. all he sees is dollar signs and ignores the responsibility that comes with it. Me while I do all my tasks, tech soldiers, get kudos for it. Then get told I will not be going to a soldier of the month board/ then promotion board(to Sergeant) because that soldier has more time in grade. Well fuck him and the mustash he rode in on! Act like a piece of shit, and get ahead in life. That shit would never fly with me. I came in shining like a star and when I got a little fat I got treated like shit and still did my fucking job. It was not until SSG C-chuk came back that I started getting treated like more than a work horse. I know more about scouting, gunning, and leading Cavalry Scouts than this fuck ever will. Fuck this platoon...
My family away from my family is falling apart. My leaders replaced by shit bag wanna bes.... I miss SFC Macy. I miss SGT Geagon, I miss SGT Gab, I most off all miss SGT Beltran... I hope he has been ignoring what is happening in the next life. He would role in his grave to see how far we have fallen, and how we just accept this pice of shit new soldiers as they are and try not to fix them, or are reprimanded if we are trying to better them.
Fuck $-$ they treat me like shit... tell me I am great, then work me harder and longer than anyone else... Odin help me not kill some people tomrrow.
Sorry drinking and angry.
I am no .No longer to post sarcastic, hurtful, or negative things on any social media sites about my chain of command. I am also not to say anything about the president, or any congressmen. I can be held accountable for anything post as if I told it to there face, and by proxies tried in a court marshal. So no more fun journals about my "AMASING" chain or command, or how much I "LOVE" my unit. :P sorry if you enjoyed them.
this field problem and lousing shit is getting out of hand! my Lt lost a humvee for 6 hours today!
A day in 4th cavalry 4th Squander head quarters
28 FEB 2014
CSM(Command sergeant major)Frankenburg: Burst into the Squadron commanders office. "Sir I think we should stay out through out the blizzard. It will be good for the scouts!"
Lt Col(Lieutenant Colonel) Woodword: Still sipping his coffee at the early hour. "Yeah I have to- WAIT you mean us to?"
CSM Frankenburg: "No sir just anyone who's rank is lower than Captain or First Sergeant. Calm down."
Lt Col Woodward: "Frankenburg..
ONE WEEK LATER.
Brigade Col(Colonel) : Enters LT Col Wood words office. "Post is going to be closed starting tomorrow. Pull your boys out of field! Your the only one who hasn't yet."
Lt Col Woodward: "Well sir we were just going to stay out over the rest off the week."
Col :"Oh... So you have warm structures for them to live in? I was not aware range 18 had rebuilt the barriks."
Lt Col Woodward: "well... no sir they are just living off the trucks."
Col : Stares at Lt. Col. Woodward as if he was an absolute ass hole. "Have them off of the range by zero dark thirty, or I will resign your commotion for you."
Lt Col Woodward: "Yes sir."
I like to think in my mind this happened but the reality is far less pleasing to me... He really finally just turned on the weather channel after talking to the Staff duty NCO who asked if the post being closed for a day was a good reason for us to leave the range... >.< Yes this is the man that leads my Balaton sized element.