I can't remeber who all was interested in my short stories. Let me know what you think.
I need help... I feel like I am drifting farther and farther away from my family. I feel like I'm lousing my sanity. I can't go out in crowds, I can't keep my cool around tradition Muslims, and I have a short temper. I have nightmares most nights... I wake up panicked looking for my weapon. Oh but what am I saying? Nothing happened over there! The documents I signed say so... So nothing happened. I lived on the Boeder with one nation in rebellion, and nothing happened... So bed it is. To fight off night mares, fears, and dread... Some days I wish I was dead. The rear and few days that are worse than the rest. I feel like i have wronged my wife. I feel like the man she married died, and I'm what's left of his ripped up mind... I need help... I need someone who can relate to me... I just need someone I can talk to about it all...
So I am going to do a few short stories on here, and this is going to be kinda odd really. If I put it up on ET would anyone mind reading them over for me and telling me what they think?
Yes I am aware I am dyslexic, and I am not the best with grammar. Val will be allpying edits and helping me with that. I was just hopping to get some feed back and see what people have to say over it. The stories are night and day from one and other so please keep that in mind if you want to follow them. If you do, just shoot me a PM, and I will send you a link... well when they are done.
sooooo... I got my first out processing physical to start getting out of the army... This is where we start to see if i can get meds and stuff from the VA, and how much damage the army has done to me... for the first tiem in my army career my blood pressure was on point as fuck! i was 132 over like 66... it usaly sits at 180-190 over like 75-81... no shit! then my hearing test made me almost fall out of my chair! perfect hearing?! I have had worse and worse hearing the hole time i have been in and have a constant ringing in my ears. but not the other day OH NO! I have near perfect hearing?! So my real question is if lying to try to up my medical benefits form the VA is punishable with up to five years in prison(and a dishonorable discharge), then what punishment dose the army get from trying to lie to lower them?!
Can't poat, head spinning..,
YES I WANT TO BE MADE INTO AN ACTION FIGURE!!!!!!
So when a dude walks into your comic seen and says. "How me...? I'm... The unknown soldier." Do not respond with "bullshit. Unknown soldier is a ghost!" You will be killed.
I may have to hurt a privet who dose not understand how to respect his superiors...
Work is kickin up. Goin to get speratic.
Out sick.., won't be posting for a day or two. Sorry guys. :(
I'm just so happy! -tears of joy- they final got my brand of smokes in the PX here. The world is a better place now!
Great news. I have a new friend, she come over to us on guard. Her name is foxy, and she takes food from our hands and lets us pet her. She's a pretty fox. Then I have a new blood hated foe. Fred the pit viper that lives under our guard shack. He's an ass hole. An the Lt won't let me shoot him... >.<, it's frustrating. He slithers right at us pretending we rant there unless you step in his way then he hisses and starts to coil. He doesn't even eat the mice in the compound so he has no use pissing me off ever night...
so my wife, is starting to worry me. shes not online, or realy she just got off, and she is not answering her phonw... im a little worried she may be hurt... Gods I hope not... I miss my lover, so if anyone sees her online let her know Im realy worried and would like to talk with her... thanks.
Test booster is so hard now days. I remember roids, and this shit comes close! Just not as angry.
Angel and I rant getting divorced.
So angel and I are getting divorced... I may not be posting verry often.
Would anyone know if I feel off the face of the world tomrrow?
So it's considered an assault on Islamic cloture if I don't learn there language now, but what about my cloture? My being raised a Jew for eight years? My gods anger with me for caving to learning the language of another religion because it hurts there feelings that I don't know it!? Fuck them it was not my choice to come to this fucked up part of the world. Now I have to do this shit before tommrow or get in huge trouble! Fuck the co, and his OER bullet hunting ass. He wants to show off oh look what I did for my soldiers? When all he is doing is forcing me to have to violate my cloture. Fuck him, fuck him in his hoj loving ass.
I really don't know who reads my stuff so I will send messages as well. who knows about any role plays that I can join in addition to those I play in now? I have been trying to start one too. The problem is I ended up with more down time on this deployment than I thought I would have... If you know shoot me a message and put in a good word please...
Been in country for less than two days. Cracked my tablet screen, and pumped by the locals to give up opsec