This is a story i wrote: (inspired by Metallica)
Eleven stories up. The night is blue with sorrow. The cold winter rain, blue on the frozen concrete. It glistens in heaven’s light, giving the illusion of tranquility. Only the ripples of footsteps give away its shallow life. Ripples moving closer and closer to the hard concrete ledge. The bitter night lit up by the perfect moon. The stars unreachable in the night’s sky. The air freezing everything it touches, turning it cold and hateful. The hard walls of the building frozen in their miserable existence. The shadows lurking behind closed walls, where the light can not shine. All of the windows are shut, blocking out the forgiving ray. The street lights below hanging their heads in shame. Strangled by the deadly silence. The breeze blows away all of life’s love, and nothing else matters…
She moves slowly closer, slower and slower. Her bare feet, slide gracefully through the water, chasing it away. It’s icy complexion numbing the pain. The tears of rain running down her cold cheek. Her soaked clothes clinging to her body. She shivers though no one notices. Her long black hair draped on her shoulder. Her cold blue eyes frozen solid. Fixated by the light. Her skinny arms dragging her down. Her blue heart frozen solid with sorrow. She moves in complete silence. Only her blackened thought whispering through the night air. Words unspoken. Never care for what they do. Gliding towards the moonlight, and nothing else matters…
She thinks only of Him. Trust she never found, she finds in Him. His gentle touch. Not seen. Not heard. She looks for Him always. He is so close to her, no matter how far. She speaks to Him through her love. It could not be much more from the heart. Her friends, so close to her. They never care for what they do. They never care for games they play. The never care for things they say, and nothing else matters…
She looks below at the bitter street. Nothing more to lose. Nothing more to give.
The silence of the night pushing her over the edge. The weight of her tears dragging her down. The rush of cold on her face. Her hair dragging through the water logged air. No more weight on her shoulders. She glides through the night air, slicing it in half. The sound of her calm, screaming through the air. The light grabbing hold, and nothing else matters…
They only look now. Only now do they realize. They watch her in shock. Their lonely hearts stop for only a moment. The horror they did not foresee. It is too late, and nothing else matters…
He gives her wings to fly. She quivers but not once does she doubt Him. She hits the hard, cold ground with a deafening silence….
The blood stained water running off the pavement. His hand stretched out. She feels no pain, only that of those around her. She floats towards Him. Her vulnerable heart exposed. No flesh or bones separating Him from her. He drowns her pain with love. Her hearts desire.
His warmth filling her heart, and nothing else matters…
Here`s my rather unique Universe theory, which no one is going to read:
Why does the Universe exist?.........Why not?
I have researched many theories and certainly all the main ones. All that I have concluded is that there 1) has to have been a beginning 2) There was a stage of nothing. I do not wish at this moment in time to explain how I came to the conclusion, but basically I took all the proofs that proved popular theories incorrect and pieced them together. So basically what I`m saying is that there was nothing………….and then there was the Universe. How? How did it just appear?
Well, why not? If there was nothing, then there wouldn`t be anything, such as gravity and time( which are properties of the Universe, as a result of the universe), to stop the Universe from just `appearing`. In fact, there would be an infinite possibility of it just appearing, since there is no restricting factors, such a time and space. It wouldn`t matter how long it took for this random possibility to happen, in fact it would take no time at all since there would be no time. Sort of like an eternity, but enternity is a measure of time, which is why I described it as an infinity rather. So there is this infinity, in which there are no restricting factors. It is hard to imagine an object poping out of thin air. Where did the solid material come from? Why did it become that particular thing?
Well, there was nothing stopping it. To explain why it took a certain shape, leads me to the next part off my theory.
So far there is just an infinite chance( the best way I can describe it). So something has to happen! Well in order for something to exist it would need a space, hence space, just a well thought out guess, would be the first thing to appear. I have no idea why space is as it is, nor its properties, but I take the existiance of space as good enough proof. Now you might say I`m contradicting myself by saying that the first thing had to be space after saying there was infinite possibility, cause that would mean that space is a restriction, in that it needs to be there. Well, space isn`t the thing that is appearing as a result of infinite possibility, it is the universe and everything in it and about it. Space is just a property of the universe, which was created. So as a result of this property, time would be created and as a result of time something/ some other things would be created. So why isn`t the Universe just a mess of particles or something else?
Well, as each new property appears due to chance( rapidly decreasing chance-read on) they become restricting factors and the chance of something else appearing is reduced rapidly. As the number of restricting factors become greater, the particles/things/objects appearing must become more complex to compensate for the restrictions. Hence there will be many different forms, getting more and more complex. Now you might ask, If there is no longer infinite possibility then why are these more complex things appearing?
Well, they are still appearing as a result of something, just like the time appearing as a result of space. So why did the chain reaction stop then?
Well, with everything getting more and more complicated something would eventually contradict something else. That doesn`t make much sense, so I`ll explain it in numbers. As a result of 267384 being created as a result of something else, 2673957 is created, but 1523 restricts 2673957 from being created. Now, this would have to happen a lot of times to stop the result of so many new things, which is why the universe is so complicated. As more and more things appear, as results of other things, the chance of this happing would increase. But why did it get so complicated? Why didn`t it stop with something contradicting time?
Well, it hasn`t stopped yet! More things are appearing than can be contradicted. I base this on the fact that the Universe is expanding, therefore it cant have stopped so there must be more results appearing than restrictions.
Then why is the solar system we live in not expanding?
Well, I`m not sure, it probably is, but it is taking a long >time<. Lol. Well, we seem to live in a part of space that has reached an equilibrium, in a sense that all or most of the possibilities/results have been contradicted. Leaving us with a bunch of very complex molecules and restrictions, which caused us and the things around us. And here we are today!
The One ( a love letter)
I see you. I stare at you. Your golden blonde hair, so beautiful. I dream about running my fingers gently through it. Your face. It is so wonderful, I cherish it. Your checks are so smooth, I dream of touching them. They are more than perfect to me. I stare into your hazelnut eyes. They cure me, I float away. I could look into your eyes for ever. Every time I see your face I live. You are unforgettable. Your body is irrelevant , but so perfectly beautiful. You fill my heart with joy, every time I think about you. Your body is every mans dream, and my hearts desire. I have never seen something so natural, so pure. I imagine holding you, and never letting go. That would be like heaven for me. Your skin, so soft to touch. That is worth more to me than a lifetime. Your hands. Like the tools of God, too beautiful to touch. You are like a ray of light on a dark desert night. You mean everything to me and more. I live, if only to live in hope of catching a glimpse of you. But, hear this. If I could ever help you, or even mean something to you, I`ll forever be by your side. I love you.
-- [Name:] Tyler
-- [Nickname:] Crazy dude
-- [Birthplace:] S.Africa
-- [Hair color:] light brown
-- [Righty or lefty:]righty
--[Who do you live with] my ma, dad and bro
-- [Your heritage:] S.African/Irish
-- [The shoes you wore today:] non -- [Your weakness:]love
-- [Your fears:] none(try me)
-- [Goal you'd like to achieve:]Wealth
-- [Your most overused phrase:]sweet bru
-- [Your thoughts first waking up:]yay! another day.
-- [Your best physical feature:]hmmm,[CensoreD]
-- [Your bedtime:] about 11pm
-- [Your most missed memory:]Going down the Orange River with my school freinds.
-- [Soda:] coka cola
-- [Fast food joint:]Steers
-- [Single or group dates:]urm, something adventurous
-- [Adidas or Nike:] Adidas
-- [Chocolate or vanilla:] chocolate
-- [Cappuccino or coffee:] Cappucino
-- [Favourite football club] Nottingham Forest
-- [Smoke:] never
-- [Sing:] badly
-- [Take a shower every day:]yes
-- [Have a crush:] yes
-- [Do you think you've been in love:]yes
-- [Want to go to college:] no
-- [Like school:] yes
-- [Want to get married:] yes
-- [state schools or private]state
-- [Believe in yourself:] yes
-- [Get motion sickness:] nope
-- [Think you're attractive:]heh, no
-- [Think you're a health freak:] no
-- [Get along with your parents:] well
-- [Like thunderstorms:] I <3 them!
-- [Play an instrument:] no
In the past 6 months...
-- [Drank alcohol:] Yes
-- [Smoked:] never
-- [Done a drug:] never
-- [Made out:] no
-- [Gone on a date:] no
-- [Gone to the mall:] yes
-- [Eaten an entire box of Oreos:] no, but thanx for the idea :P
-- [Eaten sushi:] yes
-- [Been on stage:] yes
-- [Gone skating:] nope
-- [Made homemade cookies:]dont go there :P
-- [Gone skinny-dipping:] yes
-- [Dyed your hair:] no
-- [Stolen anything:]no
-- [Played a game that required removal of clothing:] yes
-- [Been trashed or extremely intoxicated:]yes
-- [Been caught doing something:] Yes
-- [Been called a tease:]no
-- [Gotten beaten up:] no
-- [Shoplifted:] no
-- [Changed who you were to fit in:] no need
-- [Numbers and names of children:] 0
-- [Describe your dream wedding:] A romantic, secluded one.
-- [How you want to die:] happy
-- [Where do you want to go to college:]na
-- [What do you want to be when you grow up:]A rich man. Hehe
-- [What country would you most like to visit:] Australia
In the preferred sex...
-- [Best eye color:]brown
-- [Best hair color:] blonde
-- [Short or long hair:] long
--[Best height:] any
-- [Best weight:] not over weight
-- [Best articles of clothing:]bikini :P
-- [Best first date location:] somewhere amazing
-- [Best first kiss location:] whereever seems write
-- [Number of drugs taken illegally:] 0
-- [Number of people I could trust with my life:] 3
-- [Number of CDs that I own:] +- 100
-- [Number of piercings:]0
-- [Number of tattoes:] 0 so far
-- [Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper:]1
--[Number of scars on my body:]about 10, nothin big though.
-- [Number of things in my past that I
12 Ways To Get To A Girls Heart-- 1. Hugs her from behind. 2. Grab her hand when you guys walk next to each other. 3. When standing, wrap your arms around her. 4. Cuddle with her. 5. Dont force her to do ANYTHING! 6. Write little notes. 7. Compliment her. 8. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible. 9. Say I love you.....and MEAN IT! 10. Brush the hair out of her eyes 11. Comfort her when she cries. 12. Love her with all your heart Girls- Repost this if you think its sweet. Guys- Repost this if you would do any of it
Sex is like a maths test...
me plus u...
subtract the clothes...
add the bed...
divide the legs...
and multiply the orgasms!]
A girl and guy were speeding, on a motorcycle, over 90 mph on the road..
Girl: Slow down. I’m scared.
Guy: No, this is fun.
Girl: No, it’s not. Please, it’s too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
*Girl hugs him*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? It’s bugging me.
(In the paper the next day)
A motorcycle crashed into a building because of break failure. Two people were on it, but only one survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his
breaks broke, but he didn’t want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved
him & felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even
though it meant that he would die.
*if u could luv sum1 this much.. put it on ur page*]
Aint love a funny thing
The more u see,
The less u think.
We take it for granted
Then it stings us in the back.
And when we look for it least,
It stares us in the face.
then when u really love someone
When u know its real.
Love can make hearts,
But every moment,
A silent romance,
Is worth more than u can know.
No matter how long,
Open your eyes
And live every moment