The hell with you people who think they can walk all over me. Your nothing but peices of shit. I've been fucked over time and time again. You are no different.

Hello hell mates.

If you wish to know me you must speak to me and to be desired you must be a fellow dark lover as well. I am 5'4 thin build, blonde hair and crystal blue eyes that can pierce through a persons heart. Being a night owl, I love to prowl the night.
I love all mystery books and fanasty booksand Anime

My new motto in my life will be "Let go and live on, Hold on and die.

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My favorite bands are:
I.C.P
Slipknot
MCR
Avenged Sevenfold
Disturbed
Metallica
Korn
Bullet for My Valentine
Lacuna Coil
Linkin Park and many many more
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Christina's drawings

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Your my everything

I may not get to see you
as often as i like. I may
not get to hold you in my
arms all through the
night. But deep in my
heart I truly know, you're
the one that I love, and I
can't let you go.
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        What is a memory?

What is a memory?
The power to recall to our minds
Things that are of the past
But, oh, it is so wonderful
To dwell upon and wait for
Someting that will last
A memory is your choice
Something that we prefer
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Time

Resting my head upon your shoulder
Makes me think when are older
how much you love me.
I know you still do
Looking in to your eyes
As you look into mine
Wondering if you’ll be with me
All through time.
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Soul

You are one
I am none
look into my eyes
What do you see?
A beautiful soul or lies?
What you see is a beautiful soul
Trying to burst free and take flight
Through the never ending night.
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The Rainbow Bridge

There is a bridge connecting Heaven and Earth. It is called the
Rainbow Bridge because of its many colors. Just this side of the
Rainbow Bridge there is a land of meadows, hills, and valleys with
lush, green grass.

When a beloved pet dies, the pet goes to this place. There is always
food and water and warm spring weather. The old and frail animals
are young again. Those who are maimed are made whole again. 
They play all day with each other!

There is only one thing missing. They are not with their special
person who loved them on earth. So, each day they run and play
until the day comes when one suddenly stops playing and looks up.

The nose twitches! The ears are up! The eyes are staring! And this
one suddenly runs from the group!

You have been seen; and when you and your special friend meet,
you take him or her in your arms and embrace. Your face is kissed
again and again and again, and you look once more into the eyes of
your trusting pet.

Then you cross the Rainbow Bridge together, never again to be
separated!

To the loving memory of my precious yellow lab Mia!
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A broken heart that the world forgot

She was a girl like all the rest
she had a life like no other
everyday was like a dream for her
but what people didnt know she had a secret
a secret that she thought would ruin the lives of her loved ones
so a note in one hand and a pistol in the other
she thought was her solution

it's been 7 months she has never been forgotten
shes not a mere memory nor a past event
shes every heart and soul in her family
to this day not a day goes she is not thought of
the only thing she is a broken heart that the world forgot
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Shimmers

Like ripples in a pond
I fade, like light
So many things revolve around me
Hard to fight them away
It gets harder and harder

Trying to keep my head above water
Struggling, gasping for air
Who will save me?
I wait for someone to come along
Save me, I'm drowning

The wind blows, the sun sets
The water gets colder
Restricting me making me sink
I fall under the water
I fade away, like shimmers in a pond

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Warrior

The way of life
The meaning of existence
What you have to be in a world so cold
Can you win?

Things out of hand
You grab your weapon
Sharp, long swords that knock down anyone
Do you still think you can win?

Killings are around us
People scream for help
The only figure that stands in the way of the balance
The way of the warrior

You think you can rise above
But can you really win this war
Impossible yet probable
Still think you can win?

A terror so evil haunts us
Full of hatred for humans
It picks us off one by one
Waiting for someone worthy enough to stop it

You think your confident
Unafraid, invincible
You think you have what it takes
To be a warrior you have to over come everything

You face this evil
You fight hard
But in the end
You fall

You try and try to get back up
And everytime your knocked down
You just decide to give up
A warrior knows when he’s lost the fight

You die with dignity
Knowing that someone someday will rise again
You smile and close your eyes
Every warrior doesn’t live forever

Everyone will know that you’re the warrior that stood up for humanity
And someone someday will pick up where you left off
Unafraid, invincible but as they fall too
People realize no matter what happens its an endless war

No warrior is strong enough to face this evil
And no warrior backs down
But all warriors who fight they fight with pride
Can any warrior put an end to this chaos we call life
Still think you can win?
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Ripped
When you see this life through my eyes it isn't easy
When the one you love rips you apart and leaves the pieces lay
Well things always come of it, but not for me
I'm ripped and bleeding from my soul

If you say you love and you say you care
Then why the hell do you do this
IN the future your gonna be alone
Forever....

My body no more yearns for your touch
No more wanting to feel skin pressed against skin
No more kisses, no more
You will see like is harldy worth living when your broken and ripped open
Cause I no more hurt

I no more hurt, no want to feel that breath on my skin
I've been ripped open and no longer will be able to put back together
How does it feel
How does it affect you in everyday life

How does it feel when the one you loved isn't there
I hate you and everything you stand for
I hate the way you live
I hate the fact you ripped me apart

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I see him hiding in the darkness
Waiting, watching me
He stalks me restlessly
Its cold

He reaches out for me
Wanting me to come with him
My skin shivers from his cold touch
Like a winters breeze

He calls my name
But it falls of deaf ears
He calls again
Blood curdling screams follow

He drags me into the darkness
I struggle trying to free myself
Is this the end?
It gets colder

With his black figure leading
I have no choice but to follow
He speaks once more
Telling me my death comes tonight

With his blade in hand
He raises it and tells me not to worry
For it will be all over soon
Darkness falls

Since that night
I have become what everyone fears
Slipping through the darkness,I search for my next victim
I have now become death.

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Black Tears

These tears that flow from me
Are filled with pain and agony
At bught I sit alone, wondering
What will come of me

With these tears I pledge my life
To live in darkness
These black tears are all I have left
Now let me die with the dark of night

Leave me be and turn away
So I can Fade
In the middle of my pain
I lie in a pool of tears

Staring with blank eyes
Wondering what will happen
Alone I'll live forever more
Tears will fall like rain

Acid rain and rolling thunder
Burn me, eat away at my soul
I'm so cold, so lifeless
These black tears have made me this way

I'm still, as a hard stone
Cold as a vampire's touch
I shiver as a thunderous quake
Death has come again

Will it end here?
Will I suffer no more?
Take me away from here?
So that I may live again

My heart is faint
My thoughts cloud me
Voices scream my name
Darkness takes me

I lay here dead
I'm no more than a memory
And no longer will I suffer
Or cry these black tears.

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Monster

I'm a monster of night
Stalking my enemies
I bare my fangs and strike
I have become my worse fear

They call me monster
I call myself vampire
Invincible, terror of all
Blood lust is all I'm fullfilling

As a creature of night
I walk with pride
Picking off my once fellow man
But no more am I living

I'm cold as a winter's night
White as a blanket of snow
I'm as strong as a group of tigers
I'm faster than a lightning strike

I'm dead
No longer I'm hunted
I have now become the hunter
Beware of the monster of death.

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