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Gem In Eye ( On to the next chapter..)
Name: Billy, Nay-Nay, Nik, Nikita, Nikki, Nik-Nik, Patchy, Rainy, Ranikki, Ranini, Renisha, Sue
me and mah sis at mah gradumatation
me, ash, and alex at Projekt Revolution '07 and it was badass!!
<3 Linkin Park
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|Beggar||Street child||Fastfood worker|
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Some things about me
Time to erase and let go of the random ass raving lunatic of a girl I once was when I made the original description in this house. [I'm still a raving lunatic, but it runs much deeper and cones in smaller doses with much less baby talk lol]
[ATTENTION:]! i'm full of emotions, useless knowlegde, handy ideas, and still have lame ass but still somehow nifty little sayings... like "homie-g-dog-cuddi-bisquit-skillet-watered-down-koOl-aid-]with-a-side-of-gravy", "fuh-shniggety", "the-pretty-little-white-car", "have no fear, whatgirl is here", etc... But, I've grown up quite a bit and use them a lot less lol ^_O That is all.
Just going back and rereading over all this old stuff and..dear LORD I was ANNOYING!!
In reality, I'm shy at first, until you get to know me. Then, I'm insane and outgoing..bubbly even. Deep down, in my heart, I'm still a little emo kid, but that's okay. I'm sensitive, passionate, intelligent, communicative, compassionate, and creative. I'm also a little vain, bossy, OCD, insistent on letting the world know just how smart I am, and determined to always be right. I recently went through the ending of a serious relationship.. well, it was serious to me, anyways. Now, I'm just trying to save money to get my own place..again. I have strong emotional ties to all my friends, but to some more than others. There a couple ladies, and one very amazing guy, that I am terribly close to, and they really help make my life complete. I love my cats and my niece more than anything on this planet. I'm obsessed with music, and I desperately want to get my voice conditioned back into it's former glory, so I can start singing opera again. Maybe I can get the nerve up to actually perform one day. I want to learn how to play the violin, because it's an instrument I've bonded with and connected to. I'm terrified that I'll be terrible at it and am too old to learn, which is why I still know nothing about it lol. Anyhow, that's me. I'm trying to get on here more, and get back into writing. So, feel free to message me or stop by my guestbook.
[Pale moonlight slides through the window, gently, as I calmly lie in my bed. The cold winter winds send a shiver through the house. It is here, in the cold pressing darkness, that I finally allow my mind to drift to you. You, who shines like the silver white moon, and burns like the billions of white hot stars in the midnight sky. You, whose eyes hold mystery and darkness. I want to fall into those eyes, those arms so strong. Feel the coolness of your skin and warmth of your breath. Do you think of me, when the sun finally slumbers and the sky turns from blue to black? Do you notice when my longing sings out from soul to world? "Oh wandering nomad! Oh beautiful creature of night! Oh tantalizing fool of my youth! Beautiful man of chaos and life. How I long to be close to you!" The red and gold leaves take on an icy shell as they fall from the trees, colors muted by the absence of daylight. No longer can I lie here waiting. As I walk to the window to admire the pure beauty of a silent winter twilight, I notice a weight in my heart. Though, I still can't seem to sing aloud the song in my heart, I feel some relief. It may be a fool's mind and a child's heart tricking my soul this night, but I begin to feel that not all is lost on you. December, the last stop before a year begins again. December, a glimpse into my heart. December, my gateway to you.]
I know it is hard honey but I know you are strong. you have gone so long without doing what was wrong. You have no reason to feel you are not good enough, and if he doesnt like what you wont do than tough. You are a wonderful person and an even better friend, and no matter what happens i will be here till the end, not because im dating your brother or because of our past, but because you have built a relationship with me that will forever last. im here for you always and will be there if you need, confide in me your hopes and fears and i will help you succeed. always and forever you are a true and dear friend and i will stick with you till the end. Cheer up nay nay I love you and stay strong honey, im always here. ~[Squirrel*]
|Age: 30||Year of birth: 1990||Month of birth: 6||Day of birth: 13|
Fantasy race personality: Elf
Place of living: USA-Texas
Town: Several Places....
Favorite drawing objects
|heavy metal||hip hop||house|
Civil status: live together with partner
Sexual preference: both sexes
Body shape: big breasted
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