A lot of people who know me in real life will tell you I'm a happy person. I'll tell you that I just am very good at wearing masks. I joke and laugh when I'm feeling sad, so I don't worry others with my problems. When someone hurts my feelings, I throw my feelings out the window and act like nothing happened, although I may be crying on the inside. Some people say that this is bad. I agree.
Hence, the main difference between me and most of the people engrossed in the emo culture. It's cool to be whiny all the time. It's cool to be drama queens. <Insert sarcasm here>. It's not. It's annoying is what it is. Don't get me wrong. Some of the people who are trying to fit in (God forbid) are really cool, and not actually like that.
If you haven't guessed, I'm quite supportive of being your own person. If I say something, I believe in it, and if I dress a certain way, it's because I like the style, and or how comfortable it is. Also, just because I say something quickly one way, and you don't understand or are offended, ask me to expand upon the thought, so you may be enlightened to what it fully is that I mean.
I like people who are at least nice to me. I spent most of my school life being disliked, and ignored. Being ignored can be worse than downright hatred. When I changed schools, and with that, made my personality me, I got a couple of friends. I may sound whiny. Everybody is to an extent. We're human sadly.
Also, if you attack me about my faith, so be it. I can't stop you. Please don't though. If you have an intelligent argument, hooray! I love that kind of thing. Please don't send me messages with: "God is stupid," or anything of the sort. If you introduce yourself and present why you think there is no God, etc, I will be fine with it. In fact, it will make me have more respect for you, and the human race in general.
There are a few things that I hold dear. Certain members of my family, the love of my life, my friends, and God. Generic, I know. But it's true.
It's okay if you worship me, I'm sure my ego won't mind.
You Cry, I Die.
by Adam Hefley
To love is to live, to live is to die.
I wish I could be everything you wanted
But no matter how hard I try,
I always do something wrong.
Falling short is no way to live.
Dropping off your pedastal
Unintentionally making you cry.
You live; You love; You cry; I die.
I hope that one day I may learn
To think how you think, and to live how you love.
Sometimes I wish I could curl up and leave my body behind.
Instead I laugh it off. I love, I laugh,
If I had one wish, I would make everything right.
I would wish to see everything in your life, through your eyes.
I wish I could be the smile on your lips
Not the tear in your eye.
I live. I love. I laugh. You cry. I die.
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