[RoseAngel]'s diary

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Written about Monday 2005-03-07
Written: (5639 days ago)

You were my first love
The earth moving under me
Bedroom scent, beauty ardent
Distant shiver, heaven sent


I'm the snow on your lips
The freezing taste, the silvery sip
I'm the breath on your hair

The endless nightmare, devil's lair


Only so many times
I can say I long for you

The lily among the thorns
The prey among the wolves


Someday, I will feed a snake
Drink her venom, stay awake
With time all pain will fade
Through your memory I will wade


Barely cold in her grave
Barely warm in my bed
Settling for a draw tonight
Puppet girl, your strings are mine


This one is for you for you
Only for you
Just give in to it never think again
I feel for you


[Nightwish, Feel For You]

515534  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2005-03-01
Written: (5638 days ago)

Put a stake through my heart!
And drag me into sunlight.
So awake for your greed,
As you're slaying the dreamer.
505868  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2005-02-25
Written: (5648 days ago)

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[Crimson candle wax...
Dense ebony smoke...
Lustful violent fire...
Paper thin rose petals...


All dispelling together.
Forming a seductive pool of passion...
Only for My Love and I.]

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Written about Monday 2005-02-21
Written: (5652 days ago)

Can you feel your heart beat racing?
Can you taste the fear in her sweat?
You've done this wrong, it's too far gone
These sheets tell of regret

I admit that I'm just a fool for you
I am just a fool for you


Here is where we both go wrong


Tonight's your last chance to do exactly what you want to
And this could be my night,
This is what makes me feel alive
Makes you feel alive


Here is where we both go wrong
So sign me up and toss this key
'Cause for now we're living


In this moment that we both ignore the truth
It's all over
It's all over
I feel your heart against mine
So take a breath and close your eyes
Eyes


Your lungs have failed and they've both stopped breathing
My heart is dead it's way past beating
Something has gone terribly wrong
I'm scared, you're scared, we're scared of this
I never thought we'd make it out alive
I never told you but it's all in your goodbyes
it's all in your goodbyes


Well look who's dying now
slit wrists sleeping with the girl next door
I always knew you were such a sucker for that

It doesnt matter what you say
You never mattered anyway
I never mattered anyway


Don't shake I hate to see you tremble
Trembling

You've lost your touch haven't you
And I'm so addicted
so addicted


I never thought we'd make it out alive
It's all in your goodbyes


[Underoath, A Boy Brushed Red Living in Black and White]

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Written about Monday 2005-02-21
Written: (5653 days ago)

Yet another tear rolls down my pale cheek

...Midnight cries, falling upon deaf ears...

I'll keep each tear for you

I'll stow them away

Only you, my love, may have them

They're yours

Take them

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Written about Friday 2005-02-18
Written: (5651 days ago)

I just can't get you out of my head
Boy, your lovin' is all I think about
I just can't get you out of my head
Boy, its more than I dare to think about


Every night
Every day
Just to be there in your arms
Won't you stay
Won't you stay
Stay forever and ever and ever


There's a dark secret in me
Don't leave me lost in your arms
Set me free
Feel the need in me
Set me free
Stay forever and ever and ever


I just can't get you out of my head



[I've had this old school song stuck in my head forever!]


497108  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2005-02-16
Written: (5658 days ago)

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496242  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2005-02-15
Written: (5659 days ago)

I'll slit my wrist and draw a heart on the wall for you.
I will write a note also...
It will contain my everlasting love for you,
Every hidden emotion...
Along with all the invisible tears.
Finally...
I'll sign it with my blood.
A crimson farewell...sealed with a kiss.


I said I'd die for you. Did you not believe me?
490679  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2005-02-08
Written: (5665 days ago)

U no wat rely bothrs meh? Ppl who typ lyk ths!

Ahh!!! Learn how to spell and type!

Ahem...

489747  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2005-02-07
Written: (5666 days ago)

[Tough guys wear pink.]

Haha...I love that quote.

481546  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2005-01-27
Written: (5677 days ago)

[I want to die.]


I'll slit my wrist and draw a heart on the wall for you.
If I'm able, I will write a note also...
It will express my love for you that you are not aware of.
Finally...
I'll sign it with my blood.
A crimson farewell...sealed with a kiss.

[I died of a sweet sickness]
472816  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2005-01-16
Written: (5688 days ago)

.:.:.I long to be with you.:.:.



When I'm with you is when I'm happiest...



C r a d l e  m e  g e n t l y  i n  y o u r  a r m s  a n d  n e v e r  l e t  m e  g o.



Please.
459175  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2004-12-29
Written: (5706 days ago)

I had a dream about you. But, before you think anything...listen to my dream.

I found out that someone was paying you large amounts of money to spend time with me and talk to me. This person secretly hated me, and you did also. When I found out the truth, I locked myself in my room for weeks. I died inside. I woke just before I slit my wrist.

Point in story; please, I beg of you, do not play games with me. I'm not strong enough.
437083  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2004-12-07
Written: (5728 days ago)

All of my hate cannot be bound. I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming.
Now you can try to tear me down...beat me to the ground, I will see you screaming.

399592  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2004-11-03
Written: (5763 days ago)

I know what died that night.
It can never be brought back to life once again,
I know, I know.

I know I died that night, and I'll never be brought back to life.
Once again, I know.

If you listen.
Listen close, beat-by-beat,
You can hear when the heart stops.
I saved the pieces when it broke and ground them all to dust.

392223  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2004-10-27
Written: (5770 days ago)

When this began I had nothing to say
And I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me
I was confused
And I let it all out to find that
I'm not the only person with these things in mind
Inside of me
but all the vacancy the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel
Nothing to lose
Just stuck, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own
And the fault is my own

I want to heal, I want to feel
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I've held so long
Erase all the pain till it's gone
I want to heal, I want to feel
Like I'm close to something real.
I want to find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

And I've got nothing to say
I cant believe I didn’t fall right down on my face
I was confused
looking everywhere only to find that it's
Not the way I had imagined it all in my mind.
So what am I
What do I have but negativity
Cause I cant justify the way everyone is looking at me
Nothing to lose
Nothing to gain, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own
And the fault is my own

I want to heal, I want to feel
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I've held so long
Erase all the pain till it's gone
I want to heal, I want to feel
Like I'm close to something real
I want to find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

I will never know
Myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel
Anything else until my wounds are healed
I will never be
Anything 'til I break away from me
And I will break away
I'll find myself today

I want to heal, I want to feel
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I've held so long
Erase all the pain till it's gone
I want to heal, I want to feel
Like I'm close to something real
I want to find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

I want to heal, I want to feel like
I'm somewhere I belong
I want to heal, I want to feel like
I'm somewhere I belong
Somewhere I belong

-Linkin Park, Somewhere I Belong-

388046  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2004-10-23
Written: (5774 days ago)

Take my hand, I'll be everything to you.
Take my hand, I'll take everything from you.
I will seep under your skin. I will.
I will hold onto your heart. I will.

What have you done?
What have you done?
What have you done?
What have you done?
DONE!

383280  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2004-10-18
Written: (5778 days ago)

I wanna be pushed aside
So let me go
No turning back now
Let me take back my life
I'd rather be all alone
No turning back now
Anywhere on my own

383269  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2004-10-17
Written: (5779 days ago)

From the moment I met you, all those years ago, not a day has gone by that I haven't thought of you...and now that I'm with you, I'm in agony. The closer I get to you, the worse it gets.

The thought of not being with you.....I can't breathe.

I'm haunted by the kiss, you never should of given me. My heart is beating, hoping that kiss will not become a scar.

You are in my very soul, tormenting me.

What can I do? I will do anything you ask.

--Anakin Skywalker
381945  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2004-10-16
Written: (5780 days ago)
Next in thread: 382357

Forgotten


Sitting within the midst of her life. Cloaked in a morose veil. Her face stained by her abiding tears. Her sullen eyes, tired and weary.

Watching her life shatter and fall around her, she turns her head, forcing back tears. She cannot shed another tear. Each one burns as is rolls down her pale cheeks.

Regaining her composure, she rises to her feet. Turning back to her shattered life, she whispers,
"Goodbye"

Her final words...so helpless, so faint.

Not to her surprise, no one hears her final farewell. A cool breeze blows and twists her long black hair, and in the next moment she is gone. Vanished into the darkness where she will stay.

No one will notice her absence, for no one truly noticed her being.

She is the the figure lurking in the shadows. She is a distant memory. She is forgotten.

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Drawn By: [DarkJenni]
402073  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2004-10-12
Written: (5761 days ago)

Something isn't right
I can feel it again, feel it again
This isn't the first time
That you left me waiting
Sad excuses and false hopes high
I saw this coming still I don't know why
I let you in

I knew it all along
You're so predictable
I knew something would go wrong
Something's always wrong
So you don't have to call
Or say anything at all
So predictable

So take your empty words your broken promises
And all the time you stole cause I am done with this
I can give it away give it away
I'm doing everything I should've
And now I'm making a change
I'm living the day
I'm giving back what you gave me
I don't need anything

I knew it all along
You're so predictable
I knew something would go wrong
Something's always wrong
So you don't have to call
Or say anything at all
So predictable

Everywhere I go
Everyone I meet
Every time I try to fall in love
They all want to know why I'm so broken
Why am I so cold
Why I'm so hard inside
Why am I scared
What am I afraid of
I don't even know
This story's never had an end
I've been waiting
I've been searching
I've been hoping
I've been dreaming you would come back
But I know the ending of this story
You're never coming back
Never...never...never...never...

I knew it all along
You're so predictable
I knew something would go wrong
Something's always wrong
So you don't have to call
Or say anything at all
So predictable

Everywhere I go for the rest of my life
Everyone that I love
Everyone I care about
They're all gonna wanna know what's wrong with me
And I know what it is
I'm ending this right now...

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