i am looking in the clowds, trying to find my self, i am asking my self who do i want to be, but all i here is no one but me.
I sit and wonder if i could just start over again, i wish i could have avoided the wrong path and said nothing, it was only a little green monster that grew and turned from green to black. i wish i should have done what i was supposed to do, i wish i would have never turned down this way and now be cause of some of my disitions i am exacly what green day says (i walk a lonly road) and really i walk alone. i wish i had my family back my day of the year is coming up and i can sherly say i will be alone at a table with no one by my side. i pray every night "god, please let me and my family look over this and love one another again, at least give me this or somthing better".
I stared, motionless, before the mirror. As always, I stared untill I'm convinced the there is no glass, nothing, separating me from the room i see on the other side.
Why should you try to move on from the very first love of your life but you always keep thinking about how much you wish your next will be just like him ,,,,,,, is it me or am i so stupid for wishing on a star for that love again.
TO IS MIKEYS B-DAY!!!!!!!!!
to day is uniform day and it sucks cause i dont feel well... and i have to visit with donald after school.