[To the Welkin]'s diary

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Written about Friday 2008-01-25
Written: (3615 days ago)

I am inside of myself,
Bearing all that aches, all that is beautiful.
And time, like a father, scolds and does not renew
But casts imaginings in false direction,
burning hope, burning the pale.
So my hands, so worn at youth,
pluck the petal-flesh of flowers’ shells
They mourn, they whither, they bear new children
And I prolong to murder even them.
Their thorns are not my own, and yet they linger
So sore and bruised against my chest,
Heaving,
Striving to break loose the vines
that are the devils in their worlds.
Bleak and sensitive, we possess familiar
lyrics
For, when stripped bare of our own armor,
What is left?
But a simple, helpless seed.

990323  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2007-11-07
Written: (3693 days ago)
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This is warm.
You are my shelter,
This is warm.

Lost boy,
Run into the forest
Grasp trees like they are your brothers.

This is warm.

Mouth open, like a crevice
in seas... split and demented
Like our hearts.

Can't keep a secret...
if it was never a secret.
I Just want to be warm
This is warm.

I'll save you
Lost boy

make you warm again.








981816  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2007-10-06
Written: (3725 days ago)
Next in thread: 982138, 986961

I really think I should color it black. o.o

973739  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2007-09-06
Written: (3755 days ago)
Next in thread: 978048

entry insinuated.

Sin.

Mine.

968677  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2007-08-19
Written: (3773 days ago)
Next in thread: 969477

Okay, all you retards on elftown that say you are vampires...WTF? WHY? You ARENT a VAMPIRE... BEING ONLINE DOES NOT MAKE YOU A VAMPIRE...

968631  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2007-08-19
Written: (3773 days ago)
Next in thread: 968897

I fucking hate idiots.

967132  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2007-08-15
Written: (3777 days ago)

Breathing silence from a sleeping tongue,
a white vision among black faces
Failing, at provision of thought... glaring
wildly
into the eyes of
Self.
Angry are the irises, which have protruded themselves
forward,
to stretch to the unknown.

936363  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2007-05-03
Written: (3881 days ago)
Next in thread: 936511, 937289

Attempting to analyze myself.
Though I have not forgotten how truly difficult it can be, I still seem to be all the more shocked.

The full clarity of my voice is disappearing...if not, gone altogether.

Rough artist's hands... my hands. Sketched with remains of paint and calloused sores.
I am so tired, tired of rejection...tired of being repremanded.
tired of being alone.

I am in survival mode. How damn pathetic is that?

I truly hate myself.

-rain

924036  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2007-03-27
Written: (3918 days ago)
Next in thread: 924177

alone.

-rain

913468  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2007-02-23
Written: (3950 days ago)

I feel a need to be strong for you but...

I can't. Not right now.

912304  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2007-02-20
Written: (3953 days ago)

Realization: I dont believe in God. This is not just because God seems like a complete bullshit idea to me,

it's because I DONT WANT TO. GOT IT? I DONT WANT TO....

-rain

908019  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2007-02-09
Written: (3964 days ago)

Far away...she ran. And never came back home.

903355  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2007-01-26
Written: (3978 days ago)

Today is strange. So was yesterday.
I do not know what I am feeling. It hurts.
I sound like a broken record, and I apologize for it.
A friend hates me. I feel so uneasy... tense, and depressed over it.

I want to write so bad... but I just dont know what to say...or how to say it...

866966  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2006-10-24
Written: (4072 days ago)

The Revelation

Confession.
Identity as fire in the hearth,
Bold.
Lying beneath me in the hands of those who tremble,
a pair of souls...
Dwindling within hellish realms,
seeking revenge...
believing in nothing.
A thundering birth enters,
the souls break from their suffocating shells, and
become as one.
Splotches of white form on faces,
and rippling from invalid lips...a cold black.
A pot, large in conformity,
gathers them in great gulps,
a combusts what was always
meant to be.
And so begins the revelation.


-Rain Poet

858109  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2006-09-30
Written: (4096 days ago)
Next in thread: 858727, 858815, 860851

so angry.

so hated.

so alone.

-rain

823732  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2006-07-13
Written: (4175 days ago)

The Revelation

Confession.
Identity as fire in the hearth,
Bold.
Lying beneath me in the hands of those who tremble,
a pair of souls...
Dwindling within hellish realms,
seaking revenge...
believing in nothing.
A thundering birth enters,
the souls break from their suffocating shells, and
become as one.
Splotches of white form on faces,
and rippling from invalid lips...a cold black.
A pot, large in conformity,
gathers them in great gulps,
a combusts what was always
meant to be.
And so begins the revelation.

-Rain Poet

809178  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2006-06-16
Written: (4202 days ago)

what exists... exists... and what doesn't exist hasn't come into view of our minds... there is no one truth, only the millions of truths created by our own expression of securities and insecuries.

phew.

glad that's over!

806168  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2006-06-10
Written: (4208 days ago)
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She awoke with a gasp so drastic it might have bursted her lungs. Beads of sweat formed her entire body, causing her to glisten even in the dark. A whimper escaped from within ... a dream.

All just a dream.

804051  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2006-06-06
Written: (4212 days ago)

You were beautiful that night
When the heart in the willow failed to beat
It was your favorite hiding place
The moon intruded the sun
and you cried out, "I'm here!
I'm alive!
I exist!"
Not even the stars would listen
not even time itself.
For you grew too swift,
a woman at ten...
An old crone at fifteen.    

798626  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2006-05-26
Written: (4223 days ago)

In my hands
I hold
this war.
Now beat it,

victorious, vicorious, victorious

It defeats the anger,

I am soft.

662431  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2005-09-10
Written: (4482 days ago)
Next in thread: 662478, 663930

~H2O~


Under and Thrashing


Flooding my form, crushing ribs


Poseidon, you hypocrite... aquatic devil


Last beat from within escapes my lips


If I don't breathe,


I'll never reach sixteen...


-Rain Poet 11:34 a.m.

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