Yule tidings to all! Today's torture was not so horrible. I however, do enjoy the idea of being able to sleep in for a wee bit...which I didn't get to do... >.>

I got a 3.0 again, yay! :3

Working on a novel's skeleton. It is a slow and steady race between my need for sleep and my imagination. So far it's a neck n neck race

Actual finals week is here! That means that I need to do two finals online, one of them a comprehensive grammar final and the other a comprehensive sex and relationship test. The two I have to show up for since I took my Philosophy of Mind final with the graduating seniors are Formal Logic 1 and Ancient Philosophy.

I didn't study for my mind final but look at your hand, now flip it over. That's how well I know Descartes. I could write my doctoral thesis on him already. And that, ladies and gentlemen is why I didn't bother to study.

I have to finish my paper on Behaviorism, and turn it in along with my paper on Qualia. I finished writing my stylistic analysis and my second description and got an A on both :3

I should also revive some of my C's and B's homework assignments as practice for the final in Logic. But I don't have any finals to take until Wednesday. And when I finish that final I'll go sell my books to the nice men who live in the van or to Copy Cats.

My first final is tomorrow. I am opting to take it with the seniors to get it over with--yay philosophy of mind.

So, stress week for those of you who don't know: the week before finals week when professors are stressed to get in seniors' grades and students are stressed to get in all of the papers that are due, and all other projects and the studying for finals!

I am going to be fine because I wrote most of the papers before midterms even began! :D

I will gladly get a massage the school offers to us, however.

Imagine if you will the perfect relationship from the outside. The couple is affectionate, loving, playful, good-humored, and still able to have a normal social life. But one of the two can see the end of the relationship coming, just like every other relationship they've had. The other just leaves with no regard for them. And the vicious cycle begins again.

While it is common knowledge that you can be badged on Elftown for contest entries, for a certain job, for pointing out bugs etc. I can't help but wonder what would happen if we were badged for everything we do in life. Picture for a moment people having badges much like in scouts, except the badges represent things like "saved someone's life," "gave up their seat for a pregnant woman," "loves unconditionally," "holds the door open for others," "goes out of their way to help those in need" and still there are other badges...the other side of life- "loves themself more than others," "killed somebody," "will sleep with anything that moves," "tortures animals," "steals from those who trust them"...would having a reason to face who we are and what we do actually change how people act in this life? Or is hoping that we are judged when we die the best we can do?

Themes Suggestions
Take a look and hammer out some ideas!

Okay, friends, nerds, Elftowners...lend me your eyes! For I am here to constructively criticize your work, not degrade it. Put more links to your stories etc. on your house or the index box! Wikis for wikiing, stories for reading, and photos/paintings etc for observing! _{This also makes it easier on me to nominate the really good stuff...}

"The King in Yellow and a Drow Matron Mother walk into a bar. There were no survivors." ~Me

The Best Call of Cthulhu campaign ever:
A Drow Matron Mother
The King in Yellow
Richard Nixon as the gov't official
An evil witch
A smooth criminal
Herbert West
A Cthulhu cultist
...Do you get the feeling that there is a spy among these investigators? Nah...that's just the air of the setting. That's it...

Most sadly, I am unable to find my camera :(
So no contests for now...

Well, I ask why simple concepts are so hard to grasp. He is a complete idiot and I can't stand to be around him.

Sinus infections suck. I am miserable after day 2 of antibiotics. >.>

My Tasteful Smut Contest is still open to those interested. Come on, let's get some more entries!

Behind the Screen: Dungeon Master Secrets is currently being typed up to go with my other information based wikis on RPGs as well

Somebody reason this for me: I don't have any money so I need to save what I have. I'm gonna blow 1000 dollars on a new computer!

Double Entendres
Include Your Children When Baking Cookies
Something Went Wrong in Jet Crash, Experts Say
Police Begin Campaign to Run Down Jaywalkers
Drunks Get Nine Months in Violin Case
Iraqi Head Seeks Arms
Is There a Ring of Debris around Uranus?
Panda Mating Fails; Veterinarian Takes Over
British Left Waffles on Falkland Islands
Teacher Strikes Idle Kids
Clinton Wins Budget; More Lies Ahead
Plane Too Close to Ground, Crash Probe Told
Miners Refuse to Work After Death
Juvenile Court to Try Shooting Defendant
Stolen Painting Found by Tree
Two Sisters Reunited after 18 Years in Checkout Counter
War Dims Hope for Peace
If Strike Isn't Settled Quickly, It May Last a While
Couple Slain; Police Suspect Homicide
Man Struck by Lightning Faces Battery Charge
New Study of Obesity Looks for Larger Test Group
Astronaut Takes Blame for Gas in Space
Kids Make Nutritious Snacks
Local High School Dropouts Cut in Half

Well, on Thursday I was pushed over the edge. Being singled out and then being told that we weren't being singled out makes no sense, let alone is wrong. The officers of clubs are supposed to act professional and to treat a "club" problem as a problem to the entirety of club. Not Sean and Nikki individually telling them that they are the problem. And then having other people jump in on their side when they were in the wrong to begin with and then shortly afterward trying to deny that an incident never happened. That is childish, pathetic and hypocritical.

Now, what happens is that we have no choice but to do our homework during club time and if we show up after our oh, so attentive secretary leaves there is no proof we were there. And a clause in the club's constitution says that we need to be in good academic and behavioral standing with the university to be members. Well, during business we pay attention. And then when stuff we don't like is previewed we don't pay attention because we realize that while we don't like that anime or that genre other people present voted for it to be shown. During this time we silently do our homework in group communicating via facebook or IM. And we are not the only people on their laptops, mind you. Our wonderful, lovely, attentive president that always pays attention plays facebook games. Our treasurer has to leave after being there for maybe an hour. Our vice president doesn't even know what he is supposed to do. Our oh, so attentive secretary skypes with her loser boyfriend. And us watching the anime we are interested in and being considerate of other members is making us childish.

Well, Andrea, the president snapped on Sean for us not liking the anime shown in front of 2 members of club. And then she snapped on me in front of a whole room of people. And she then began to gossip about me after I told her off. And she tried to pretend to be my friend when she accidentally sent the txt message to me.

No other officers of the club were present. And Nicole, the secretary repeatedly calls us childish, whiny and whatnot for choosing to do our homework before showing up at club. And where was she when she made this facebook post? Not in club. She was right outside the commuter lounge when we left to go to Subway for dinner. And she whined to her loser boyfriend who dropped out of college and is no longer affiliated with it that we were being mean and not showing up to club until he jumped in and starting attacking Sean via facebook comment.

Alex, the vice president knows better than to stick his nose in. Aside from calling us childish on somebody else's status update.

Michelle, the treasurer also felt the need to jump in, not knowing what the fuck she was talking about.

Now, Sean, Ed, Moby, Ethan, Pearce, Gu, Dan and I are blamed constantly for anime club getting loud. Well, we didn't go on Thursday and the study group in the library on the same floor as club had to move to another floor because club was too loud. So fuck you all since it was totally us in club being loud even though we weren't there, save Ethan that left when he figured out what was going on, and Moby who also left early.

And the cunt snapped on us because one freshmen complained about us doing our homework and has not been back since or shown any additional interest in the club or its functions. Now, about half of club that shows up the whole time was with us because they were there when Andrea snapped on me and singled me out. They know that what she did was wrong. And they are protesting right along with us.

And we went to Tekko in the spring as a club. Sean and I weren't even sitting near each other during the meeting before Tekko. But like 7 other couples were sucking face, feeling each other up etc and he and I were told directly by addressing us to not fuck, have sex, fool around etc. before Tekko and during Tekko. And we were asked if we did have sex during Tekko after we got back. This was mostly done by the officers, attacking me. Every time there is a complaint about club, Andrea, Michelle and Nicole point the fingers at Sean, Ed, Moby, Dan, Gu, Pearce, Ethan and me by singling us out.

We refuse to go back until there is new management. Entirely new. I am sick and tired of being singled out by these people.

Andrea called Dan who she treats like her boyfriend with her expectations of him. When he told her we were pissed, and that we won't forgive her she pulled some emo shit, trying to make herself out to be the victim. And the next day I stopped at the library counter and started to apologize to Andrew, who is pulled in the middle of this because the cunts are trying to pull people onto their side. This resulted in me venting more frustrations about people gossiping about me, calling me a whore, a slut etc. and I missed class, because Andrea is a cunt who is jealous of me and feels the need to project her own insecurities on me by attacking me and telling people that I'm a manipulative slut who only uses people and doesn't care about anybody at all. All of this because a few people had some crushes on me. And she couldn't tell one person after knowing him for 5 years that she liked him until he started dating somebody. And I could.

So thanks to her I have 4 0's in one class because of all the emotional stress she has put on me in the single year I had known her. I hope she likes burned bridges and no friends because that is the path she is walking down.

Well, The Thing was amazing! I await the prequel!

I also await the identity discussion philosophy club is having next month after watching The Thing.
I <3 ice cream. It makes things amazing.
I also drew a cute Cthulhu with his teddy bear that Edwin named Mr. Super Cuddles. Yes, the abomination can be cute. If I had a scanner I would prove it.
Classes are a bit meh.

Hai,

I hate people. They annoy me very much. They are why I have stress and am probably quitting anime club.

The slightly updated list-

This list does not mean they are all bad in my opinion, just that they have negative publicity unless I say outright that they do suck.

Napoleon Dynamite-I can't believe they charged money for me to see that shit. The dumbest movie I've ever watched. That has to be the most retarded character ever. I can't even express how horrible this movie was.



The Passion of the Christ-anybody who focuses on the bad of a religion should not be making movies about it



The 40-Year-Old Virgin-not funny.



Jeepers Creepers 1-Kept falling asleep





Monster-in-Law-there was one part where I actually laughed



The Others-Made to look good but turned out weird and just stupid.



Titanic-Nobody cares. Ship sank and somebody died.



ET (The Extra Terrestrial)-Plain stupid with bad acting



Jurassic Park (whole series)-Not interesting



The Blaire Witch Project-stupid. My cat could film a better movie while watching flies.



Super Bad-not that funny.



The Incredibles-hyped up with nothing to show



Starwars (all of them)-hate these movies



Startrek-GAH!



Forest Gump-hated this movie



Any remake of the original, especially Nightmare on Elmstreet



Gangs of New York- sorry, Leonardo still can't act since Titanic



Crossroads-had Britney Spears in it



Sex and the City: the movie-sorry it wasn't as funny as the show



Any Godzilla or monster movie will be unbearable.



The Wizard of Oz-never could stand this movie



Free Willie-Please just shoot me before you make me sit through this



Get Rich or Die Trying-oh, wow. 50 cent. Let me get excited now.



Dances with Wolves-never watched it for a reason.



West Side Story-No. Bad dancing and acting. No.



Romeo and Juliet (any of them)-The writing wasn't even good. Sorry, as a writer I know Shakespeare should be my idol but I hated this movie in all 300 versions I was forced to watch.



Most musicals.



The Outsiders-12-year-old gangsters? Please. I see enough of it on myspace.



Anchorman-not very funny.



Couples Retreat-could have been much better.



Knocked Up-not funny. 100 prego tests was funny but that's it.



Brokeback Mountain-Gay cowboys. That's the only reason it's getting any publicity. Never watched it, but I hate that this is the only thing that had attention called to it.



Tombstone-The fame of the gunfight is the only reason this movie gets any publicity.



Transformers 3-horrible cast, horrible plot, horrible characters, the only reason the female lead is there is to put tits and ass on the screen so men who go to see it don't get up and leave. I fell asleep for quite a bit because of how boring it was. I only managed to watch the most of it because Sean nudged me awake often. I actually was so disappointed in the movie that I opted to be alone because of how depressed I was and I didn't want company after that. Considering the main character I'm certain that without watching either of the 1st 2 movies I'll say they suck too with no remorse.



Anything involving Eva. It made me hate giant robots just because they have something to do with giant robots.



The Losers-very boring.



NCIS: LA- Trying too hard to be NCIS and not give us likable characters. These characters are so boring that I actually was tempted to skip the episodes where regular NCIS met up with them.



Any live action of an anime or cartoon. For instance the Dragon Ball Z movie.



I'll add more when I think of them. If you don't agree with me, I really don't give a damn.

Well, what to do? School will be starting up again, I got screwed on aid and will have a rather easy time doing all of my classes. :/ And readjusting the sleep schedule will be a difficult task... >.>