[wicked fae mage]'s diary
I have been letting the creative process take the reigns with space painting being my emotional outlet. After playing with color and size for a few weeks I want to move on to fancier layering effects.
Short stories are popping into my head and I am going to attempt to put them to paper. Poems have made it to the daily poem. I haven't drawn anything since the DC trip.
Sean and I have reached a weird moment in our relationship. We are past the point of just hanging out together and hanging out with our friends. We have reached the stage where our attraction is very apparent, including subconsciously
FM is updated. The badging was done, the next interview was lined up and is prepared for the 1st and I'll jump on the following interview a few days before the first. Going to retire for the morning. I'll be trolling for art and wikis and stories to be featured sometime tomorrow. :)
Written about Thursday 2011-06-09
Written: (711 days ago)
[Flisky] and [Thunder Cid] are teh hawtest couple ever. Souper shmexy. yay crew! xD
Okay, the trip to D.C. was bad. My feet and back are killing me, I barely slept and it was more like school than it was a vacation. I hated every minute of it. I will never go on vacation again. On top of that everything was expensive, hot, unpleasant and the early morning wake up calls killed me. I hated D.C. and all of its features. I don't have the heart to tell the gentlemanfrien
Okay, screw the official commander decks. They chose the worst possible color combinations for each of the decks we should all totally be looking forward to, and screw the mana generator in each deck. It is entirely pointless. I have built better EDH decks out of crap cards I have laying around and I am certainly not dumb enough to help my opponents.
Well, what are you supposed to do when things are bothering you left and right and you can't talk to the one person you should talk to about such things?
Yay to proper grammar!
I am finally working on another article for the herald. RPG Mechanics. It is hard trying to break down the rules when I know them so well, but it be done! Starting with D&D!
Any thoughts or feed back? Do I need to be more specific? Is it easy to follow?
Yay, caught up on the forums, will be looking for work sometime in the eve after flower planting.
Written about Tuesday 2011-05-10
Written: (741 days ago)
"Dead Until Dark" was an entertaining read. Overall it was a good, intriguing book with a fun storyline to follow. Each even keeps you guessing who the killer is and how his demented thoughts escape Sookie's "gift" repeatedly. It is recommended for any fang lovers and for those of you who like being addicted to page turning.
I am starting "Living Dead in Dallas" now. :)
Written about Friday 2011-05-06
Written: (746 days ago)
Okay, tomorrow marks my last final. And then I work my part time job for the summer...erm..
So I will get around to reading things I promised to give feedback on, writing out the story ideas I have had burning a whole in my head, being on Elftown for longer than three minutes a day, doing more crew duties, and maybe having time to see my friends.
Well, wish me luck. The final is at 8AM for a class that was held at 9AM...
Don't bother with college unless you have no self-esteem, if you think college will help you in any way or if you value wise investments. It is a waste of time and money and no good will ever come from it.
Tekko was awesome and sucky at the same time. It was awesome in the sense of meeting Steve Blum who declared me "the Nikki"--and who am I to argue with Vincent Valentine? I have two things signed by him and a pic with him. (I'll upload everything after doing my homework.) I met the man, got a hug and had a question answered.
I have a good bit of fun pics with cool costumes. I loved it. Sean and I actually slept at Tekko. What madness?
So I will be at Tekko until Sunday! Yes! Glorious! i will take lots of pictures and update things and keep track of other things on here if we have net at the hotel room which is not a guarantee.
Why do I even bother? --Yes! This is in fact the mood I have up on faceyspacepage
Why do I bother with relationships? Sean will be gone in a year. Thus, getting with him was a mistake. I cannot and will not do long distance relationships. I am sitting here, alone, listening to emo music and depressing music because other music just doesn't sound right right now. On top of that he would rather play video games than spend time with me. Proof? I'm alone in his dorm room. He is sitting with two of our friends playing a stupid RPGRTS. Yes, he doesn't pressure me to talk but he doesn't fix everything by telling me that it'll be okay and that's it. And nothing fixes my financial problem. Nothing is fun anymore so nothing can actually allow me to vent my frustration, depression etc. My grades have started slipping. I can't even seem to write term papers anymore. And Tekko is this weekend. Here I'm looking forward to turning in my term paper more than I am Tekko. The one time I tried to talk to Sean about his graduation he brushed the conversation off like it was nothing and we don't get privacy ever to actually talk things out. I am not okay and nothing has made me okay.
...And then we have that point where nothing is fun or any bit enjoyable and you are left with nothing but stress...
Okays, relationship status is good. Nin-nin and I are enjoying our time together from cuddling to competing with one another at Magic the Gathering. We both have a few issues to talk out but that's life and that's providing he and I actually see each other with no other company present.
Matt and I are on good terms, as are my other friends, for the most part. If I don't stop at for the most part this will end badly.
I am back to hyposomnia, yes barely sleeping, and I'll be crashing with my gentleman friend, Edwin this fine evening. Long story short, my usual ride to school on Wednesday falls through with a surgery. On the other hand, I'll have time to get a coffee before class and enjoy it since Edwin has an 8 AM class (for the love of God I don't know why he does!) and my first class isn't until 9 AM (for the love of God why do I have a class before noon?!). Tonight I will be working on my creative writing fiction final as well as watching DN Angel. I am only a few pages into it but I think I can get something done. Which is odd for me. I had half considered turning in one of my completed works since I haven't been inspired to write anything as of late.
A birthday party is sure to bring us great joy. We're eating at Olive Garden and there will be at least ten of us.
But, Thursday will be amusing, Pi day was amusing, and today, eat an animal for PETA day will mean my burger will be all the bloodier and better.
I have perfected thin mint pie. Yes, I can take over the world.
Why does everything seem to go well to a certain point before a wave of bad news? Does life really feel the need to always have a calm before the storm? Well, bad things happen in 3's while we're going on stereotypes/su
1) Personal Problem
2) Family Problems
Now let's play the million dollar game: Will I have failed one of my two mid terms? Or perhaps I blew one of two papers? Or I blew everything that I've done the entire semester? Or why not have the one thing that will be the icing on the cake and somehow that.001% chance of pregnancy happened?