its no wonder ii feel insecure..so many ppl dont notice me becaus ei wont let them...i say im outgoing ad fun..i am fun..but only to the friends i already have..in truht im not that outgoing..i keep to myself..i dont like taking risks, and im shy when it comes to guys..maybe if i loosened up ppl would like me more...ii dont know whats wrong with me..its like ive locked myself up over the years and now the binds are too strong, and i cant let myself go...my parens are partially to blame..THEy wont let me go either..im not that social because i have no life..other than on the street i live on..im not allowed to walk around or ride my bike anywhere other than up and down my street..im 14 yrs. old and they treat me like a baby..they really need to lossen up a bit and realize im turning fifteen this year not 5....these are supposed to be the best years of my life..instead im cooped uo and afraid of leting go..and having a little bit of fun and too scraed to rebell......so
wow..its been forever since i wrote in here....but o well, here goes..time to let it all out..show ppl(who care), how i really feel....
about 4 months ago i was suffering...su
it used to be that i was always angry or sad or even emotionless,wh
the guys here rock!
yea..lots more new freinds...alot of the guys on here on really sweet...especi
wow1only my second day here and ive got lots of cool freinds already, like jeff (im not okay), olwe carnesir, and best of all...the awesome.....th eone and only...wyldema