Had a huge hurtle to jump over with Justin. Wasnt sure what and where things were going....Im just now making my way out of the storm.
Looking foreward to Christmas though. It will be my very first Christmas with Justin. There are a few things I kind of want for Christmas, but my biggest thing is to have Justin and be happy. And then bring in a new year with him, which we'll be almost 2 years of dating.
I have no clue what has come over me, but I am a country whore all of a sudden....I cant get enough of the good oldies. One of my favorites Garth Brooks song, and possibly the song Justin and I will dance to (maybe) when we get married, cause [Izyin] is all the cowboy Ill ever need!!!!! LOVE YOU HUNNY
Garth BrooksA must download
Cowboys and Angels
On the eighth day God noticed a problem
For there below him stood a cowboy alone
Stubborn and proud, reckless and loud
God knew hed never make it on his own
So God looked out all over creation
And listened as that cowboy prayed
God took passion and thunder
Patience and wonder then he sent down
The best thing that God ever made.
Cowboys and angels leather and lace
Salt of the earth meets heavenly grace
Cowboys and angels tested and tried
Its a long way to heaven
And one hell of a ride.
Nothins changed since the dawn of creation
For you will find them together today
And only heaven above them knows why
She loves him
But he must be the reason she dont fly away.
Its a long way to heaven
And one hell of a ride.
A Vampire's Lament
She is over-come with a fearsome feeling of power
Surging through every nerve of her body.
Riddled with confusion,
She can sense this tomultious power
Coursing through her veins
Pumping adrenalin, so hard to breathe.
Making her loose more control of herself.
The void that grow within her heart
Thirst for something now.
So unsure of what she becomes,
She lingers on in a haze.
Something warm, salty-sweet
To satisfy her palette
Someone approaches whom,
She does not know
Their scent is strong,
It feeds her senses into sheer madness.
Heartbeat pulses faster,
Further into the dizzing haze,
Clutching her victim,
Helpless within her hold,
She sinks her teeth deep into the neck.
How freely does the blood flows
Leaving a sticky coating upon her lips.
(a work in progress)
Love: a wonderous feeling
Beautiful and harmonious throughout
Shared by many
*does the happy dance* Ive got a possible job, I have an interview monday....well its a side job, only work 3 days (sun/mon/tues). So hopefully I can get a call back from the other place, and work at that job as well (so Ill be working 2 jobs *gets tired thinking about it*).....but if it means that I can actually work, have money coming in.....and actually have a life.
But something tells me, Justin maybe had something to do with this call I got today.
I feel bad that most of the pressure of money is on his shoulders, it kills me inside...so Im making up for it. Just wish me luck people....I need all the luck I can get.
This is what I fucking needed......Ev
I do look foreward to Justin coming home from work.....I do love him, and miss him when he is gone.....I know....I so fucking pathetic....
Over My Head by Fleetwood Mac
Idea for a story
Honoshiro guided his tired frame downwards along side a cherry blossom tree, until he finally found comfort upon the ground. He rested his daisho closely beside him. The sun pelted its blaring heat upon the earth. Honoshiro could feel the warmth eminate from the surface.
There, living among
two beautiful daughters.
Of a man who possesses
two beautiful daughters,
you cannot know
nor yet try to guess
the sweet soothingness
of their caress.
The outstanding genius
of this pair
is understood by few,
they are so rare.
Compared with these
two, every man is a fool.
The world is most honored
that they should deign to rule,
and I worship the power
of these lovely two
with that adoring love
known to so few.
a miracle one must feel
that two such
heavenly creatures are real.
Both sets of eyes,
though different far,
hold many mysteries strange,
they watch the race of men
decay and change.
Hatred burning bright
in the brown eyes
with enemies for fuel.
glitters in the gray eyes,
contemptuous and cruel.
And why are men such fools
they will not realize
that is hidden
behind those strange eyes?
And these wonderful people
are you and I.
Wow.....it really hasnt hit me yet that Im 21. I went to the bar with Shane earlier today, while Justin was at the Chiropractor..
Less than 4 more days til I finally turn 21....biatches
So the count-down continues....w
My fucking word.....what is up with you men......stop commenting me on my photo......its getting fucking annoying. I hate having to filter through my mail, thanks for the comments, Im glad you think Im hot (I think you all are insane). And for all you guys that want to cyber, Im not interested. Cybering is a big turn off.....and I dont understand how you cant get off on it.
In about 2-3 more days, I will be moving. Its going to take me a little while to settle in, but I should be alright, and get back with you all as soon as possible. I probably wont be myself, because Ill be going through some pretty big life changing choices. I love you all, and Ill be back as soon as I can
*yawns* been working hard on theses sketches, and I keep getting more and more disappointed with them. Ive also been trying to revive a couple of my wikis as well as setting up a myspace page. Hoping to catch up with Justin. Oh well......*fal
Had a TREMENDOUSLY wonderful day yesterday with Justin. Even thoug it was snowing...and the roads were shitty for traveling...I enjoyed every fucking minute with him.....litera