[lacklustre]'s diary

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Written about Sunday 2014-10-12
Written: (2247 days ago)

my ears ring to the silence.

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Written about Friday 2014-10-03
Written: (2255 days ago)

I survived a violent ass thunder storm that almost turned into a tornado. It destroyed powerlines, fences and launched debris into apartments. Wood and concrete were not a match for the elements. It was terrifying.

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Written about Monday 2014-09-29
Written: (2259 days ago)

The silence at this hour of the void bites me.

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Written about Saturday 2014-09-27
Written: (2261 days ago)

Had to go to the Er last week. Waited 3 hours to be seen, had an infection. Got expensive ass medicine, spent the week in seclusion. Still recovering wonderfully, I am thankful I got badass friends abroad! Though I am mostly silent, I am usually vigilant. Good luck friends! I hope ya'll are having a wonderful weekend of world map traveling and adventure.

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Written about Monday 2014-08-04
Written: (2315 days ago)

The fadeaway is worse than death.

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Written about Friday 2014-07-11
Written: (2339 days ago)

I am talking don't dismiss what I am saying. Pay attention, there will be a quiz.

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Written about Wednesday 2014-05-28
Written: (2383 days ago)

I've got a grand silence and ringing in my ears.

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Written about Saturday 2013-11-16
Written: (2576 days ago)

Rage is something that must be contained, even when others are looking to provoke it's wrath. Don't assume that because I see things differently that I am mentally incompetent. It will only put you out when you need help the most.

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Written about Thursday 2013-09-19
Written: (2634 days ago)

The long silence.

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Written about Tuesday 2013-08-20
Written: (2664 days ago)
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lord help me.

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Written about Monday 2013-07-22
Written: (2693 days ago)

why are these nights always so long?

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Written about Sunday 2013-07-07
Written: (2708 days ago)

The lateness of hour makes the earliest of mornings. Exhaustion is but a term used by the weak to describe the sensation of loneliness and fatigue at the hands insomnia. Yet I know this, yet it matters not, my design in this scheme small and foreboding to the things that are to come. Portentially, potentially a long a time coming since the mark has been made, waiting for a trigger, I'll be taking the initiative.

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Written about Sunday 2013-05-19
Written: (2757 days ago)

I wish I was indestructible when the hurt comes a rumbling.
It doesn't matter how much damage the frame takes when heart break hit's like a wrecking ball.
A blow felled is still a stumble and a humbling to a knee when I want to stand proud.
Got all the time in the world and patience isn't going to have it my way.
I'll shrug it all soon enough when the weight gets to be too much but till then I'm carrying a world of hurt.
Tough shit isn't impossible to overcome, but come on when it's time to dare I better win.

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Written about Saturday 2013-02-09
Written: (2856 days ago)
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Cold. Tired. Need warmth.

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Written about Friday 2013-01-25
Written: (2871 days ago)

I've started the new year on the defensive. Constantly having to exile myself since others will not stand with me as the tide approaches. Even with limited employment it's been hard and I am struggling to keep a smile on my face even just for formalities sake. I would say that I am 'trying' but to say, "I try" means to invite failure. Failure may be the foundation of success but too much of it is like cancer. So I will continue to do what I can until I cannot do anymore then I pray someone will gather the wherewithal to stand with me and help me to my feet when I hit the pavement. I would say I trust but that's a word that's as scarce as love; fleeting and cherished when it's expressed.

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Written about Friday 2012-11-30
Written: (2927 days ago)
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Written about Wednesday 2012-11-28
Written: (2929 days ago)

http://lordhalcion.wordpress.com/2012/11/28/cerebrum-stagnation/ I got a new blog live. I figured this might explain something.

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Written about Sunday 2012-11-25
Written: (2932 days ago)
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Harpoon through the heart.

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Written about Friday 2012-11-09
Written: (2948 days ago)

I guess I am crazy enough to fuckin' try.

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Written about Friday 2012-11-02
Written: (2955 days ago)
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Written about Thursday 2012-10-18
Written: (2970 days ago)
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